This is a Journal entry by Malabarista - now with added pony

Battling Halloween Demons

Post 1

Malabarista - now with added pony

...or whatever that was last night. It was scary! smiley - yikes

I sort of lost control over myself - my hand kept doing things I didn't want it to, and I was obsessively repeating gestures faster and faster without wanting to - brushing my hair out of my face, shaking my hand, tapping my foot... And typing. I'd reach the end of the sentence and just keep on pounding on the keys at random! Not to mention rolling the scroll wheel on the mouse back and forth, making the very page that I was trying to read jiggle up and down. smiley - weird I'd take deep breaths in order to stop it and end up hyperventilating. There was also something odd going on with my internal graphics processor, everything kind of lacked depth, but the colours were oversaturated.

I've only had that once, when I was totally sleep-deprived after working too long on a Uni project. But I have been sleeping lately...

I still appear to have been thinking clearly, though. I did the only sensible thing and went to bed. The heater and the computer were turned off this morning, and I did take the phone with me in case it got worse. The things I wrote late last night still made sense content-wise, but the spelling was abysmal. Sorry to anyone who was on the receiving end of one of those posts!

It seems to be gone now. But I'll mention it to my doctor this evening, maybe that will finally hurry them up. smiley - erm


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Post 2

Br Robyn Hoode - Navo - complete with theme tune

smiley - yikes

Get that doc to sort you out! smiley - sadface


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Post 3

Galaxy Babe - eclectic editor

smiley - yikesindeed, smiley - hugsmiley - smoochall the best, Malasmiley - cheerup


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Post 4

Taff Agent of kaos

cut down on the pro plus and cola

eat some proper food get some proper rest

see a doctor

can you smell toast????

smiley - bat


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Post 5

BMT

You were ok in PR last night, very helpful and all made sense. smiley - hug

Definitely mention it to your smiley - doctorsmiley - space though. Are you eating ok?

smiley - cat


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Post 6

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned


Not again!smiley - yikes

It was frightening enough last year. Talk to the smiley - doctor about it .. Please! smiley - hug


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Post 7

Malabarista - now with added pony

smiley - erm I've been eating quite normally - meaning enough fruit and veg, since I'm a vegetarian and need to base my meals on *something*...

Maybe I'll just go to the doctor this afternoon, rather than just waiting to phone. smiley - erm

I was already having a little trouble formulating sentences the way I wanted 'em yesterday afternoon at the job fair, but assumed I was merely nervous around strangers. Probably was!

But lately, I get exhausted before I get tired, if that makes any sense. smiley - laugh


(And Taff, I drink neither cola nor coffee anyway.)


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Post 8

Milla, h2g2 Operations

smiley - cuddle Sounds like you should go to a doctor quickly. Were you dehydrated? Really tired from the job fair? I have no idea why I ask, even... so you get migraines? it sounds a little like an "aura" that some get before an attack, but then again, the hyperactivity is baffling...
Anyway, get yourself examined, sweetie!

smiley - towel


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aka Bel - A87832164

That's very alarming, go and see your doctor immediately. smiley - hug


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Post 10

psychocandy-moderation team leader

What everyone else said- get yourself to the doctor ASAP. It doesn't sound good and I'm sorry that you had to go through something so awful. smiley - hug


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Post 11

Yarreau

Or even better, get your doctor to send you to the HOSPITAL for a checkup. This is obviously something neurological. And if your mother says the same, listen to her.

Could it be a late consequence from that knock on the head?


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Post 12

Malabarista - now with added pony

Right, if that's the general consensus, I guess I'd better.

I'm going to get dressed now (smiley - blush) and go to work. (And to see which classes I missed this morning. smiley - laugh I really didn't feel like setting an alarm clock.)

My doctor's right across from the Uni, and opens again at four thirty, so I think I'll go bother her then.

Fortunately, I have no classes tomorrow, and I've got yesterday's leftovers for dinner today. (Rice with lentils, onions, and tomato, you'd think that kind of thing would be healthy enough smiley - huh)



As for dehydration, I surely hope not! I'm already drinking five litres a day and it doesn't seem enough. smiley - weird And I've never had a migraine problem.


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Post 13

Malabarista - now with added pony

Since when do I listen to my mother? smiley - whistle I doubt I'm still concussed smiley - cdouble


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Post 14

IctoanAWEWawi

5l a day and not enough? That doesn;t sound at all right either.
Plus factor in other drinks as well as liquid is liquid when it comes to consuming it. I'd mention this too, just to be on the safe side given everything else medical you are going through.


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Milla, h2g2 Operations

5 liter is very much! You realise too much can make bad things too, of course, salts out of balance can probably give neurogical symptoms... hope you are at the doctors right now. smiley - cuddle

smiley - towel


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IctoanAWEWawi

me too. I've been reading around (all these eat X per day and drink y per day things are not the sort of stuff I pay much attention to).
5l is excessive and needs to be addressed. Particularly if you feel it is not enough. It is way, way more than enough. Speak to doc smiley - smiley


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Post 17

nortirascal

Isn't drinking 5l of smiley - ale from a giant stein a tradition in Bavarian Germany? I'm a Englishman, so it has to be Pimms or Pink Gin for mesmiley - winkeye


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Post 18

Dmitri Gheorgheni, Post Editor

Give the doctors a list of symptoms. 5L of non-alcoholic liquid is an enormous amount in Germany.smiley - erm

smiley - goodluck and smiley - hug


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Post 19

Yarreau

We can all quit nagging for now; Mala went to see her GP this afternoon and was sent on to the hospital's neurology department so they can have a good look at her. smiley - doctorsmiley - bigeyes

It's probably "only" a nervous reaction to all the stress she's been under (she's as brave as they come, but it's certainly beginning to take a toll on her), but it definitely shouldn't go unchecked. smiley - online2long


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Post 20

IctoanAWEWawi

good to hear she's being looked after - pass on our best wishes to her smiley - smiley


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