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ick!
Posted Jan 27, 2000
I'm starting to get that feeling that no one likes me. I know it's just in my mind, but that doesn't make it any less troubling.
Maybe it is the lack of sleep that is getting to me. I am tired, and it doesn't show signs of stopping before Friday.
Coming out really hasn't been lonely, so that isn't the problem. I do get these occasional lapses in my desire to be a woman. "Periods of indifference" I like to call them. I'm going through one now. It isn't that I want to be a man during these times; I just don't care. When I prod myself deeply, I would still rather be a woman though.
The problem is that when I get them, I become very unsure about who I am. They always pass and never last more than a few days, but they're disconcerting when they're here.
Dang I need sleep.
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January 21, 2000 -- Coming Out Day
Posted Jan 21, 2000
Today I officially come out as a transsexual.
I plan to update more often now and include some support information.
I can feel the ulcer forming. ^_^
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Latest reply: Jan 21, 2000
New Intro
Posted Jan 17, 2000
I'm going with the enigmatic theme while I prepare the news.
I have a few essays to write before I reveal what I am talking about.
I hope to be done by January 24th. ^_^
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It's been so long
Posted Jan 14, 2000
I haven't written for a long time, but hopefully that is going to change.
This page is about to change too. Keep an eye out. Shocking revelations ahead! ^_^
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Latest reply: Jan 14, 2000
Weakness
Posted Nov 12, 1999
I feel so weak. I know that few people have to endure the kind of life I lead, and so many have killed themselves for less.
Still, some nights I curl up into a ball and cry. I feel so alone. I feel less than human. I need the touch of someone who can love me for who I am.
Will I ever find her?
I wish I had a dog. I need something to love that can love me back. I miss the dogs I left behind when I went to college.
I'll stop whining now.
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