h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

i just got back online, i will see that one soon but she did say it a few days ago. might even be in the same journal

yeah i think it is ..

oh well..not feeling quite so confuzzled today..in fact in my current frame of mind 'a' can go stick his head up his ar*e

ok, remember what i said about flying off the handle..what has he said or done for you to say that?

absolutely nothing..not spoken to him since yesterday n that was only brief..i think im just starting to not care ..or maybe the rose tint's rubbing off my glasses

n i dunno, when i can't sleep i think a lot n read old stuff n lurk n y'know.. n i spose im starting to think my god you really are a pompous git

..him not you in case that read wrong!

hmmm, well i think you are starting not to care, and in reading the old stuff you have made yourself angry at how into him you got. that is no reason to blame him, and just because you don't want him no more doesn't mean you have to make yourself hate him and unfairly label him names. in doing that, the rose tint doesn't wear off, it just turns grimey.

you know i can speak a lot harsher than i am..i'm usually kidding(i can make 'pompous git' a term of endearment1) some people i could never hate even if i wanted to and i don't.. i'm not even angry just starting to wonder what i saw/see ..which is good..

it is good. all i am saying is ignore that primitive urge to turn it into hate now. you have chosen, which is better than tormenting yourself with two but please don't start putting the loser down it really isn't nice to see or hear.

but that aside, how you gonna get over the Brummy accent and the DISTANCE. which i know you say is always a problem

i won't.. you can still love someone to bits but see them for who they are in some ways y'know..and loser?stillnot sure if he was bothered in the first place..

and who says i need to eh? jumping the gun a little arent you?

do i dedect a little cockiness in your tone young lady? is someone feeling all tingly inside with apprehension?

no ...i was just saying aren't you jumping to conclusions?

i am curious and maybe have been worn down a little but that is all

well, everything you have said in the blog coupled with ALL the threads that appear to have just the two of you in at any one time it would appear you have well and truly made up your mind either that or you just really like the attention, really really like the attention

ahhhhhhh, i think i am finished ribbing you now...i say i think, i might be in the mood again later

so, anything else happening on the street?

i do like the attention ...but not 'that' much, and course id have to get on with someone to talk to them that much..but i spose i'm just trying to be sensible! ...or as Genie put it rather bluntly the other day,, 'what if he's nasty '? ....or more likely thinks i am ,,n as well... as much as i moan about being on my own at times..not being sort of scares me for various reasons n i can get more than a bit defensive...


well i spose i owed you a chance to rib me..

nah, nothings been happening apart from having the flu n finally hearing back from the damned hospital..good job i wasnt still planning on being in ireland tonigt!

you just wait til i catch you two canoodling together in a thread somewhere you'll wish i was never born


i got the sniffles too. not the flu though, just sneezing and sniffing.

my friend Kat wants to go backpacking with me within the next year. which is cool gonna head for New Zealand

what did i say about travel n a big change ?

if you catch? dont lurk enough do you!

who you whistling at?

just wondering if i'd been lurked yet