h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Three weeks, nearly four really, and not only of being MIA from hootoo but college...I'm almost through with my probationary period, I've got two big important piece of work done, my personal project (which is based around a conversation about eyes and dyslexia I had with someone on here, or at least voiced my ideas too and never took further) and I've done around about 15 other things already to go into selection for my portfolio.

Anyway, happiness isn't a warm gun, because happiness is realising you're good at what you do, you're able to make friends (7) and you're actually happy for the first time in a long while.

Now I have a few things to say:

1) I won't really be around, I mean I wasn't online of late because a) I haven't had time and b) I didn't want to face one of the reasons I was mildly depressed over the past couple of months, but I've got sod all time at college, I mean I leave the house before 8 and don't get in til 5 or 6 then have to spend my evenings on work and sleep and watching TV to make sure my brain can be switched off.
2) I have an apology to make to more than one of my h2g2 friends, and they're good friends, like I said above I've been more than a bit down and I've pushed a lot of you away while it's kinda all piled up on me and there are a few of you I've taken things out on. I've made it better with a few, though one who I finally re-added to my IM list probably still thinks I'll bite his ankles…to be fair, he's probably right Others I've messed up the friendships completely and I just wanna say sorry...I'm not a b*tch that frequently, I promise.
3) The reason I said I was leaving…well, it's true, there's a guy, it's a factor of why I wasn't happy, I miss the guy and , but I reckon it's all over, not cause I wanted it to be or because of anything other than when it seems over and there doesn't seem like any way back, well, you just gotta say it's done.


Ahhh well, I'm gonna have a chat with my uncle then hit the hay, I'm knackered.

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I hope you didnt mean me with the biting ankles bit, all is forgiven you know that hun

OK

no not you Paddy hun, (you're back to your old page I see) but I'm glad you've forgiven me too.

Clelba! There's new smilies!!!

OK Stealth

Didin't really know what else to say... still don't...

its okay Stealth. Thank you for the message on my page,

just glad you're feeling as if your glass is half full and not half empty

Glad to see the change has done you good.

Pop in whenever you have the time we'll always be glad to see you

Mel

Enjoy your course. It'll be good to see you around on hootoo ocassionally.

glad to hear your i've missed you on here..

take care & be good....

So glad you are happy and made new friends and achieving so much. Excellent

Pimms (broke the 10lbs loss at last this week, also succeeded in getting a part at an audition )

Good to see you're happy Em. Don't let anything change that!

Erm, what everyone else said!

Things are finally moving on in my life too, which is nice

Glad to know you're feeling better, Em

*hugs*

Oh Happy you lovely able little guy, such a sweetie


Yeah, thanks Vicki, well, college is great fun, I've got a lot of people I'm happpy & comfofrtable being around and my course is really fun and exciting, I'm glad it's feeling a bit fuller now


Yeah Mel, and I'll be in and out when I can get time, I should really be doing some more course work now...only a week until the holiday though and only a day til the weekend However weekend is for tidying this pit I call a bedroom, more work and hopefully some playing of my guitar I've been too knacered to even do that!



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Thanks Odo, the course is great, drew my first nude yesterday and finally got some speed on my other projects Was making paper today...hey, get B to give you may email addy okay hun? Then you'll probably hear from me more often then again you may not want to


Wazzow mate! Where you been? I've been missing you to will drop by your page when I get a chance this weekend

Pimms Pimms Pimms, my lovely y Lettuce, och I've missed you and your random messages on my page and I've barely been away, will pop by see you too hun

Well done with everything sweetheart


J well, we'll see, everything at college is good, friends wise is great though a little weird and as for h2g2, well, nothing's resolved, but there's nothing really I can do, can I? Just one of those things...


Well said Number Sixs well you'll have to pop by and tell all okay hun

I should go to bed, I certainly don't wnat tea, sarahs attempt at mince and tatties is not great, though I should really eat something, I've had a couple of crackers and marmite today...I'm surviving on caffeine and apples at college.

Thanks Sarge, yep feeling much better, even stopped taking the St Johns Wart and feel just as good as when I was taking it hey why'd you disappear off MSN, I was just gonna IM you

mmm just read my horoscope...apparently if I've been thinking about marriage I should be getting an offer of it pretty soon...so, who's the lucky guy? Anyone I know?

sands hows you hun??

andy

oh Owly sorry if I worried you with any of the messages before you got back from holidays

I'm...well, cold actually, I really should put on my radiator or another jumper, other than that, playing games with the lovely and wonderful EE

its ok hun but you did worry me

andy