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Hello, I'm a 17 year old idiot that got things abit wrong.Useful links Find out more about caring for old and disabled people HERE If you happen to be reading this then I feel sorry for you... Well about me...Well, I'm a kind and caring person really, I just go too far sometimes. I work as a carer, looking after old and disabled people, who have got mobility problems. I like to write (as in with a pen and paper), Paint, draw, read, and care for people. I also have the odd spot of writing poems, but I dont really think my poems are very good, though people say they are. My social life...well, I dont really have one, I am working caring for people, then I come home to my mother, who is ill with epilepsy (cant spell lol), panic attacks, asthma attacks, and suffers with deppression, so it's all go, go, go for me.If you have come here to find out why I was doing all those things, then here's your answer....Some of you including one of my friends have said it's because of a girl..well not exactly... The reason is: It feels like I'm working 24 hours 7 days a week, I go to work and look after people, then come home and look after my mother. Do any of you know what it's like being a 17 year old and looking after them all the time? Do you know how much stress it causes? Do you know how much it hurts having to stay in and look after her and not meet new people and/or find a girl to spend time with? I do.. it's hard, I have been offered numbers for care companies, but I dont want my mother to go to a home, or have straingers running around her.. Then she will panic... I'm sorry for what I've done, and I have no intentions of doing it again. I dont know if anyone can forgive me or even understand the problem and feelings I go through day by day, but it really is hard, and it's up setting not being able to go out and stuff. I wanted to make the help groups so I can meet new people and maybe make a few friends on here, but it looks like that out of the question now. If anyone can find it anywhere to know or understand why I did it now, please leave a message. If not, then I guess I dont diserve it anyway. I'm not expecting simpathy or forgivenes or anything, just setting things strieght...But I'm so, so sorry... |
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