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Post 101

Kat - From H2G2

Ahh ahhhhhhh I tried that!!! I tried to do my Alevels by distance learning...that went REALLY wrong.

The thing is when I felt okay or at least reasonable I would do loads of work, but then would feel crap again and retreat to bed and piano. So then I forgot everything and had to start at the beginning again! So in the end it was all rather pointless and upsetting and a waste of money and made me feel worse because of all those things smiley - erm

Sigh...I dunno. I'm not deliberately turning down every suggestion I promise!


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Post 102

Scandrea

So? Learn from the mistakes you made last time, and give another go at it!

I have trouble with motivating myself when I feel lousy, too. Visualising the end result of it and how much better I'd feel with that done helped me a lot... if I'm not being helpful, let me know...


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Post 103

Kat - From H2G2

Erm...not really to be honest. The thing is that I can't give it another go, I've run out of money. Plus I'm so terrified of failing that I won't even try to do anything. I do realise that this is all detrimental to doing anything...but I don't know.
There is the fact that I don't want to do anything, the fact that I'm scared to do anything, that I'm too tired to do anything, that even what I currently do is often hard, and the contradictory worry that if I don't do something then I'll have this HUGE gap in my CV where I wasn't doing anything smiley - yikes Although Mikey said to say I'm writing a book smiley - laugh


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Post 104

Skankyrich [?]

Blimey, I've only been gone a few days and sooooo much to catch up on... smiley - run


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Post 105

abbi normal "Putting on the Ritz" with Dr Frankenstein

It does take a while to catch up!
I was gone for a slow month and it took a while.

Seems things have picked up recently which is nicesmiley - smiley


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Post 106

Skankyrich [?]

Well, my keyboard is smoking, I'm having to write sooo much....

Nice to be popular, eh?

smiley - cheers


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Post 107

Kat - From H2G2

*wanders in*

Hello my lovely people. How are we all? I've JUST got back from Kings Lynn (left their house at 12:15, it's now 6:30smiley - yikes) I'm VERY tired and almost got arrested on the train for panicking...but otherwise am fine.


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Post 108

Skankyrich [?]

Surely you can't get arrested just for panicking? They'd be round my house every time I realised it was time to wake up!

smiley - hug Nice to see you

smiley - cheers


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Post 109

Kat - From H2G2

Erm well I yelled at at train guard and almost hit him with a book.


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Post 110

Skankyrich [?]

Oh, *that* kind of panicking smiley - hug Oh dear. Why did you get stressed? (Appreciate you may be too tired so it can wait) smiley - smiley


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Post 111

Kat - From H2G2

Oh well because I'd been away all weekend, and I'm tired, and depressed and didn't have a ticket and didn't have change and felt a wreck and it all got slightly out of hand.


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Post 112

katkodl

So you yelled at the poor fellow? That wasn't nice! smiley - wah


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Post 113

Kat - From H2G2

He was being VERY rude!!! Besides I didn't mean to! At least the book stayed in my hand!


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Post 114

katkodl

Ah, then it’s okay… rude people deserve being yelled at! smiley - evilgrin


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Post 115

Kat - From H2G2

rude people deserve TO BE yelled at.

One week exactly until I go into hospital!! smiley - yikes

Piano lesson tomorrow for the first time in a month! First the teacher went on holiday for three weeks to Australia and then I ODed last time so didn't have a lesson.

Oh and Nick's been accepted at Glasgow everyone! So she's very very happy...I think. I haven't spoken to her in a while admittedly.

Erm..what else can I say? I've managed to go away for a weekend, go out every day, and do things and be with people and I still haven't done anything dangerous and it's practically Monday!


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Post 116

katkodl

*grabs her grammar smiley - book and works through the section about –ing-form vs. to+infinitive* smiley - huh

Is Glasgow Nick’s first choice?

One week until hospital??? I thought two weeks?! smiley - huh


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Post 117

Kat - From H2G2

smiley - yikes you're right! two weeks until hospital! Oh I feel so much safer!

I think Glasgow is Nick's first choice. Wait that was Manchester...but she doesn't expect to go there, so then it's Birmingham or Glasgow. You can imagine which one I want her to go to!


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Post 118

U218534

Kat - I've learnt another piece from the book smiley - biggrin

Admittedly I've ignored the left hand because it scares me, but I'm getting there. And I can stumble through the first 6 bars or so of Andante smiley - smiley

Good luck for piano and hospital smiley - oksmiley - cuddlesmiley - magic


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Post 119

Kat - From H2G2

Well there we go then my lovelies! I've bullied and coaxed Joe C into starting to play the piano and he's doing very well! And before anyone says 'Oh well you should teach piano then', I'm not good enough myself to teach anyone else.


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Post 120

U218534

Yes you are smiley - tongueoutsmiley - biggrin


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