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Gah, bah, meh and maaaahh...
Posted Jan 22, 2005
She's in my head again. In my head but agonizingly out of my life. It has been weeks since thoughts of her have been so persistant and painful.
Things that have been said elsewhere make me wonder if I have been clear enough on the point of fact that I do *not* still love her. I could love her again so easily, I'm sure of that. But of course she'd have to let me know her again. Let me be part of her life. I miss her terribly. Miss everything about her. I love the girl I remember...
And I realised today that I *do* still believe there will *never* be anyone else. I think somewhere I'd avoided admitting that to myself for a while or deluded myself otherwise. Or had sucessfully forgotten. I don't know which...
Life is pointless and futile. It is only made bearable by shared love, shared lust and shared consuming passion.
I somehow I have lost what it was that I felt I needed to say... Sorry to have bothered you.
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Hoom...
Posted Dec 27, 2004
I feel bluer than stilton.
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