h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Want more....<?> I'll keep going 'till I burst...

"It's easy to see it's easy to see, to see only white where colour should be... It's easy to laugh it's easy to cry, to cry so so hard that it can't be denied" Manics, Ocean Spray

YOU can go as long as you want honey i want you helping me.

"I see you in my dreams at night, I see you when I close my eyes, I just cant seem to shake... Emily" Bowling for Soup, Emily

*giggle*



Fran keeps singing that at me at college, I thought I'd left that behind at high school.

nope you wont shake me honey, shame I can't shake some as*holes around here

Fair enough..though I've never done anything but try to be a friend to you and be nice Em..just as I am to most people...won't stay where im not wanted..but as I said,I've done nothing but be nice..

actually that one wasn't directed at you but no I'd rather not talk to you.

and yeah maybe you've been nothing but nice to me, and I've tried to be nothing but nice to you but you know what, sometimes it's what you don't say that's the problem or what indeed you find out and people will never know how much the subtext hurts and right now I don't feel like I can be friends with you.

I'm sorry I just can't handle it.

"We've been so busy lately that we haven't found the time... to wathch the world spinning faster out of time" Blur

subtext?? things to find out?? there is none and never has been!
..im not two faced..never could be and im realy bloody offended! youve obviously crossed a wire or got something else totally wrong somewhere!

ooh Blur, I forgot about them!

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away - Oasis Dont look Back in Anger

Have you seen her smile<?> Doesn't it just make you want to die<?>"
Or was that "Cry<?>" I never could tell... Gorky's Zygotic Mynci, Stood on Gold

that's a good one...

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue



oh and PS: Serephine, trust me no wires crossed and I sincerely apologise if you don't know what I'm on about, but I unsubed from a convo after something you said to someone that hurt me, and no one here bar EE knows about it and don't get her involved, but anyway you carried on else where talking about it and it hurt like hell because I couldn't tell anyone and I was already upset about it and you saying what you did made it worst. I don't want to be horrid, but knowing what yous aid to them and to me, I can't talk to you anymore. I'm sorry.

Oh and that was When the stars go Blue by Ryan Adams

I think she's gone now Em

"If we all cry at the same time tonight" Michael Jackson, Cry

"Each night I cry, I still belive that I will love you till I die" Queen, Save Me

i know, I just don't want her to think I'm horrid, I just can't deal with talking to her with that in the back of my head and surely it's better to just stop talking that have this huge blck cloud over every conversation we're in.

thank you for being around to talk to me today sweetie and all the other times, I don't think I'd have gotten through all this cra pwithout you.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
And this woman was singing my song:
Lover's in love, and the other's run away,
Lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
-Stay by Lisa Loeb

Ah right..i think i get you..but err whhaat!?? Had i known you long enough to have a clue of your feelings ? ..no.. what i said to you? errrr you spoke to me about a friend youd fell out with..and i tried to advise ..were names mentioned? no..was i sposed to have a clue who you were talking about? (if ive even got you right now)..cos if i was i didnt have!
When you unsubed as you put it..i was actually 'really' upset at having seemingly (and completely unwittingly) upsetting you as that was the first i knew of anything!! so leave it out eh! i did nothing wrong and you obviously have a problem!
enough people around here know me well enough (a good few in rl)to know that id NEVER do anythiing to hurt anyone knowingly!..you said yourself oonly EE knew what you were on about so how was i supposed to!!

really am unscribing now cos I 'really' dont neeed this at the minute

*is now and singing Kumbayah, hoping for the best*

I know you didn't do it on purpose and i don't need this either.

look i'm not blaming you, I'm not saying you'd ever do anything to hurt me, but what happened did hurt and it wasn't so much you as the general situation.

and I don't have a problem, I have a slight annoyance. I'm just trying to get away from the things that have made me upset and I dont wanna lose a friend but it's too late now.

I'm sorry. I can't apologise more, but I dunno what to say.

Having surgery for potential cancer next week are you?as well
as a bout of depression.. thats why i dont need it!..n you were blaming alright(or rather accusing)..i darent say anymore..

*is sending thoughts of peace and love to all in forum*





"So I looked to the river
I looked to the sea
I looked in my own mirror
But no traces I could see

So beautiful to see
Before the night is through
Could I fall in love with you<?>"
Gorky's Zygotic Mynci, She Lives on a Mountain