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Jacks Journal: IMPORTANT! Guess whos back...
Posted Jul 8, 2005
... Back again, Jack is back, tell a friend, guess whos back….. etc
Well, as in I’ve been let out for a bit
First section of journal: Bit which concerns you guys. If you have me on your friends list, you are likely here! Those who don’t want to read all of this should read this bit as you may be metioned. I’ve been keeping in contact with Cal lots so I know some stuff, and have a lot to say now! In the order my brain remembers, short term memory shot so if you’re not top of the list its no reflection on you. If you read as much about other people as you can take scorll down past the line and read about good ol me 
GodBen: 
Man I missed you! Honest to god I did! I told cal and had to wait almost a full five minutes for him to stop laughing 
Well, anyway I did miss you! I heard about percival, now that was careless losing him again, I mean how can I trust you to run a society if you cant even keep control of a sheep! New New tearoom looking good though, even with the print… still, missed you *high five* keep up the good work
Footy! Though about you too! Well, about bacon at first then about foot like bacon. Miss the good old times. Yep, I had a lot of time to think. Being hung up in hospital gives you way too much time to think
Yael! Though about you too! Glad you liked my post card and could read my handwriting, and glad you liked my slightly over board amount of pictures and stuff. Come here one day and see the badgers yourself! Theres a place called wildwood which is like a zoo with huge amounts of space and set out like a woodland walk, it has all animals that are wild in england and some that once were but arent anymore, like wolves. Point being- it has badgers!
2legs: 
today I will be mostly wearing a thong and frolicking with the badgers
Lauda and TB: I know all I have my sources. Just don’t name it after me ok? 
Brian Molko: If you ever read my journal, come back to me a while A guy can try
Italics: If you ever read my journal, don’t expect you to but hey, thought about you rabbel what with the london goings on. Hope everyones alright and such like!
Scandrea: BS Geology! About time indeed! Well done girl you deserve it!
Reefgirl: Be who you want to be, I’ll still love you and you’re little cats too
EE! My friend! Missing you too and those flaming poodles and kitties! How are they? *wince* hope you put them out its been a while. Give my regards to everyone there and a free drink on me
Venus: Thinking of you too and snails __@’-‘ hope your flowers are doing well, and hope you are. I remember directing you somewhere in london but I don’t know if you live there. Hope you werent affected by the mess.
Rev. Nick: I’m sorry we started to lose contact. It wasn’t deliberate, you know it never has been. I want to be you’re friend but I am unreliable as hell sometimes and I get swamped and my short term memory is screwed up a bit thanks to Meningitis. I do try sometimes but I think I’ve sent an e-mail or whatever. I wrote you’re number down but I cant find it. The landline isnt mine to run a bill up on anyway as I’m camping round friends variously, and it isnt fair for me to give the number away as the person I’m staying with wont want me holding up the line all night and getting people calling in. Best I can do is, you can have my mobile number. If you have a mobile and you know how to text you can text me, or if you have limitless money somehow call me but honestly I have seen evidence of uk mobile calls and its not pretty. I also sound terribly posh apparently and I’m soft spoken like a girl, but still. I miss talking to you. Hope your home life is going well
Kat: My friend! Sorry about not being able to keep up being a field medic! You make such a sexy doc too! *grins* when I get out completely, I promise to spend some time tidying up that mess and making a nuisance of myself 
The Rev Jack Russell: Hows the Dogs (God Bless em) and hows you? I’m sure you’re making a nuisance of yourself too! Would hope so! Saw a pretty nurse and thought of you Did I say that? Obviously not….
PAGANMOON: I havent stopped fighting yet! I have yet to make up my time with justin! You’ve been hogging!
Haikeeba! Nuke! You guys come back and I get dragged away! The world works in mysterious ways. Gives with one hand takes with the other. Life never plays fair, and I wish I’d had more time to catch up. I hope you lot are doing well, and Haik you have to help me with my japenese some time!
Ivan: My friend I feel like we havent talked for an enternity, hope you’re holding up ok and if you ever need rain clouds again please please feel free to take some. English summer rain, seems to last for ages. However, when it gets hot theres no cool breeze. Two extremes. We have the weather, everyone else has a climate. Miss chatting.
Mizzpinky: If it isnt worth it don’t get involved. I miss our poking matches. I’m taking as good a care of him as I can, and its all I can do. Shower him with love. I know this timing stinks what with the camping thing, I’ll make up for it as much as possible when I can.
Those involved in disagreements/leavings etc
I have talked to cal almost every night as I said (ssh, it’s a secret, they’ll never know…) and I know whats been going on. To be honest, I am my own person here and I think I have a right to my own opinions. Therefore don’t assume I hate you all just because you arent best friends with cal anymore, but I am dissapointed naturally that it came to this and people couldn’t be more adult. However, I don’t want everyone to send me there own version of what happened *just to clarify* and I don’t want everyones woes about it etc! I’ve just come out of hospital for a weekend, and I don’t want to know! Send me love and ginger biscuits and sweets and happiness! Keep my spirits up! I *am*on antidepressents and I have my own problems! Just don’t even bring it up unless you really feel you have to! I don’t care!
Marchers/Hunters: If you’re in trouble he will save the day, hes brave and hes fearless come what may… keep at it I do feel a bit better
Anyone not personally mentioned: Perhaps I though you were away and wouldn’t read this, perhaps I’ve said all I needed to say before, or maybe I don’t know you well enough to have something personal to say, if the latter better fix that!
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Right, well I’ve been in hospital for yonks due to infection and stuff on top of leukaemia. I want to keep this bit short really because I’d rather talk about happy things than go on and on about this.
I was let out for the weekend as predicted by cal. He predicted this due to the fact that hes been dragged off camping by his company for some team building/ help the brat kids thing and cant be with me 
so naturally I’m out *hugs pillow * and he cant be here. *misses him greatly and doodles absently on paper *
Its quite lonely and isolating in hospital really and some nurses can be quite b!tchy really 
you’re in a caring healing profession get over yourself and be nice! I’m ill here
Also, food leaves a little to be desired sometimes. No comment on the instant food where it tasted like someone forget to add water to the add water stuff and then burnt it 
During heatwave cooked, currently freezing. Though I had lost socks 
stripey long ones at that! Found them. Ever so much better 
The badgers gathered and we talked hoovers. Then I woke up and wondered at such a strange dream. Cal keeping my spirits up 
Yep, I’m smitten and its disgusting and we’ll probably have public displays of affection and yep go get a bucket. Don’t care.
Am extremely bored! Did some drawings, got stressed 
and destroyed the evidence of their cr@pness. Ache all over. Would do anything I repeat *anything* for a decent massage. Fingers now aching from typing *ouch ouch ouch ouch OUCH DAMMIT! *
Hope you all missed me lots, I expect crying and sobbing and displays of affection. And chocolate. Never forget the chocolate. BRIBE ME DAMN YOU! I NEED FOOD!
*stuffs himself with sweets and feels ill* oooh bad idea….
Another bad idea, but still great, I’m being hauled out to Thorpe Park tomorrow with a group of friends I can burst a blood vessel in my brain too! How good is that?
Seriously , should be fun. Probably highly inadvisable and tiring but I want to have fun damn it!
The nice nurse painted my nails dark purple by the way cyber to be exact. She also did some makeup on me *feels like a doll* but that’s come off now.
ANYWAY! Enough of this ramble! If you want to msn Jack he may* be online now and then on msn
Stage_manager1 at hotmail dot com
Yes, that was my old job. It was used for work which is why it doesn’t have my name anywhere in it, just techy stage maneger etc. If you want to hear what I sound like, you would have to phone my mobile and I would like a warning before so I know who you are and what number to expect, as I don’t pick up to private calls if I don’t know who they are or to unknown numbers I don’t expect. I would give the number to you if you really like but apparently I sound posh and soft spoken like a girl. *shrugs* I cant give you a landline number as I have none to give and I’m not giving out my friends to everyone last person. Text if you like too. I have credit now and then, but if you don’t get a reply I ran out. Still, you can text me anyway to keep my spirits up! Or you could just send me rude e-mails! Or, if you wonder why you’re reading this you may be advised to check my space for who I am, then possibly take me off you’re friends list if you don’t even know me.
Didn’t I say enough of this ramble?
Right, I’m done honestly! Live long and prosper! *screams at sight of blog and runs*
Peace and Love
Jack x
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Jacks Journal: *tiptoes*
Posted May 22, 2005
They let me out of probation for the weekend Have to go back in a bit 
so where've I been anyway?
Well, not entirely sure, I prefer being in the dark to knowing whats *actually* going on.
*actually* knowing is scarier and confusing 
But I think I've been havign some form of Chemo *thinks*
Yes yes that sounds right!
Its not the same as normal people get I dont think, because I'm not normal 
Its like weaker or got different stuff in it or god knows *shrugs*
but but BUT I dont have any pretty nurses this time
they keep doing tests in between too to see if its working or something I presume, or to see if I'm the living dead yet
I keep annoying them by running off when I get bored
*slaps person nearby with wet towel*
Well,
havent really got enough energy to do that
but I would
And Cal has been keeping my spirits high by bothering me all the time *grins* not that I dont enourage it
Would you believe I've been missing the pest
Right, thats enough typing for now
*yawns*
took me ages to type that, so appreciate it
I hope you all missed me and were crying ad etc *folds arms and taps foot*
Well?
WELL???
Tch
Nevermind
-Jack
(free from the institute but going back in again tonight for all next week again- make the blog interesting this time!)
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Jacks Journal: Smile like you mean it...
Posted May 11, 2005
I think I need to get some mood stabilisers
And a random thought
Why do you hear about homophobics, but never heterophobics? Or is it only me that never hears these things
*wonders wether to be a heterophobic for the sake of it*
Jack x
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Jack Journal: I am......
Posted May 2, 2005
..... 245.8 miles away from the person I love.
And since that journey includes the beautiful M25 thats got to be more than four hours of driving
I demand we make england smaller so it isnt so far
*folds arms and taps foot in an 'we're all waiting' manner practised by teachers everywhere*
*sulks*
It isnt working!
Even the sulking isnt working!
*sighs*
I shall have to formulate a new plan
-Jack x
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Jacks Journal: RED ALERT! EMERGENCY!
Posted Apr 24, 2005
Flying cats exist!!!!!
I was reading one of Charlies weird books last night it was on unexplained phenomena, and in it it had flying cats! they do exist!
http://www.area51central.com/cryptozoology/wingedcats/
more photos here! some of those were in the book, freaked me out!
That stuff only happens in fairy tails
Wish I had a flying cat! That'd be so cool! *giggles*
Jack x
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