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8th February 2002
Posted Feb 8, 2002
What a long week. Thank goodness it's over and it's half term. I really need this break.
Monday was actually a good day. I was still high from the weekend. Felt more in love than ever, it's wonderful. Mum, cousin and I went into town after school.
Tuesday was my birthday and I lost the necklace Njan gave me for Valentine's day last year, so I really quite upset about that. I was also having one of my sweaty days and spent the whole day feeling self-conscious and sticky, unable to wait til I could get home so that I could have a shower. When I got home, my sister and her kids were here. I love to see them, but I really needed a shower and I felt quite bad.
Wednesday, I had a huge argument with my mum about whether or not I should be allowed to go to Njan's house. Got really really angry, totally blew my top and spent a couple of hours afterwards basking in terribly loud music, hyperventilating, crying hysterically and shaking.
Thursday was just long. Another sticky day. Managed to get under the impression that last lesson was going to be a nice relaxing library lesson but was it? No, of course not. It was Games, ie. netball in the cold wind and rain. Mum, cousin and I went to town after school.
Today - Friday - realised exactly what had been making me feel so bad. Yes, children, I'm female, and I have to put up with it. 
Got awfully bad stomach cramps so escaped into the sick room at school. They gave me a gorgeously warm hot-water bottle which made me feel a lot better. But then it cooled down. And I didn't. I got really, really hot and started to sweat like hell. I got dizzy. I splashed water over myself. I kept collapsing. I could barely control my legs. I wanted to die. I almost completely lost self-control and sat down on the floor sobbing and I think I might have started shouting stuff, but I'm not sure. I have never felt worse than that in my life.
So I got the secretary to phone mum up and she took me home. I had gone yellow. After some food and a change of clothes, I'm a lot better now.
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Posted Feb 3, 2002
Wrong link.
I mean... <./>A682256</.>
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3rd February 2002
Posted Feb 3, 2002
Wowowowowowow!! That was quite cool.
Twas my birthday party, you see. 
We played lots of silly games like "who am I" (NJAN MADE ME 'H' FROM STEPS! AAARRGGGH!!!), spin the bottle/foreplay dice (hehehehe....), and "flippo kisses" (I accidentally kissed two girls and two boys - although i'll admit that it wasn't entirely accidental with Njan. 
).
I have the feeling everyone got bored because I the hostess-ish spent most of the time wrapped up around Njan. Oh well.
There were 14 of us, and we were in the hottest room the house. Add 14 warm-from-giggling-and-tickling-too-much bodies and you've got something the warmest room in Cheltenham... Even with the windows open and the fan on, it was boiling. Got to fall asleep hugging Njan though so I don't mind.
I have a stiff neck, lower back and lower legs today though. 
Njan and I are going to take part in the Post's Valentine's day competition (<./>A682193</.>
and we are SO going to win. Just because we're a cute couple.
Anyway, off to homework now! woo-hoo.
- Lisa, who is 15 in two days.
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27th January 2002
Posted Jan 27, 2002
Once I again I thank h2g2 for bringing James and me together...
I love him. 
The last two days were dead cool!! Apart from the bits when I wasn't feeling very good 
It was great. Like the snuggling, and the 
s, and when we phoned the meet-up 
and my goooooorgeous new speakers.
*
Njan*
I got to speak to Tube and Pegasus and Abi and Peta. 
None of whom sounded *anything* like I'd expected them to but that's normal right ?
I can't wait to see the card that was sent along to the meet for us
*listens to bass-y music on new speakers*
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25th January 2002
Posted Jan 25, 2002
Today was a fairly good week, because I've been looking forward to the weekend. Social problems do not seem to be killing me that much lately although they are still there. I am coping with them better than before. s to everyone who gave me their best wishes.
(What is so special about the weekend? Njan is coming over. )
I have nearly caught up all the work I missed when I took two weeks off school.
I am having my birthday party next weekend and that is going to be tremendous fun. I really can't wait. I've invited so many people, and I don't know what we're going to do, but I'm sure it'll be great anyway. 
I'm afraid that I might have developed another addiction. I have used up three (very full) boxes of matches over the last two days, while trying my hardest not to use them more than I needed to. I have just been lighting them and watching them burn right down, lighting candles, sticking an unlit match into a flame and watching it ignite with that excited flame it provides, and just generally re-lighting used matches so that all that is left of them is a black stump. I have a ashtray next to me completely full of matches.
Burning stuff makes me feel so much better. I'm actually quite scared that I'll get addicted to it like I got addicted to SI before. I can go without doing it [burning things], no problem there, but I really do love doing it.
A card with a photo of Njan and I is going to be present at the meet-up so if you're going please sign it! 
I think that's about all the updates I have. Now I have to tidy my room to prepare for tomorrow. I probably won't say be around too much until Sunday evening!
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