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30th December
Posted Dec 31, 2001
I don't know what I'm feeling today. I miss my dad. I want tomorrow to come but at the same time I don't.
Continuity? There's not much in my life that contains it.
At least I've got music. Lately I love:
*Le Tigre (get off the internet!)
*Dubstar (lay here in the sun and let Sarah make it better.)
*Bangs (what would you like me to do with your remains?)
*Pulzsar (there's no chance that anyone will hear me scream.)
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27th December 2001
Posted Dec 28, 2001
woooooooooh I just had *such* a good time. My mum, my cousin my half sister her husband my half brother his wife and I all went to a pub and got pissed and spent so much time laughing and yeah it was really cool. never done that before. i'm not actually drunk now though, stupid coffee and icecream, sobering me up. absolutely F**king hilarious. eddy (half sister) was flirting with the waiter who was gay. hahaha. funny. hehhe. heheheh.
yeah i was really worried that I wouldn't get into the pub but I look 18 don't I........ especially when i dress up and show some cleavage
Mmmmeeeeeeeeaaaooowwww
damn, i had a good night. 
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Addictions
Posted Dec 22, 2001
Perhaps everyone has addictions and compulsions. But how would I know? I only know from my own personal experience of dreading going anywhere because it took me away from what I needed and I would become the most suicidal person in the world because of this. I remember sitting in a Physics class sweating so badly due to worrying too much, and writing on my arms with red marker pen to try and counteract my urges.
Then again of course I know of the experience of two others who have these strong compulsions to do things. These two people are possibly the only two who would talk to me about something like this, which leaves me open to think that everyone else is like this too but just doesn't tell anyone.
Perhaps the three of us are just crazy. Two of us already see psychologists (inc. me) and the third is seriously considering it.
I hate addictions. I am not at all proud of mine. Luckily I have almost recovered from it but the other two are still in the healing process. I have the sneaking suspicion that I am not actually healed but I have converted my feelings into other feelings.
I will continue this at some point when my head is clearer and I have more time.
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22nd December 2001
Posted Dec 22, 2001
The Downward Spiral.
I haven't felt quite this bad in a long time.
Save me, please.
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14th December 2001
Posted Dec 14, 2001
I LOVE JAMES
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