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Sigh, why does everything always come at once?

Yaz has started stabbing her wrist with a pencil again. Actually did you hear about this? Last year she took to stabbing her wrist on the side in three places so it made a sort of triangle and it scarred. Now she's doing it again only worse but it's right on top of the old scars so she doesn't care. It's going yucky though and pus comes out if you squeeze the area.

This is all for a few reasons. She hit Lauren on the arm with a book and it came up really huge. So she was killing herself over that because she says she sort of blanked out and doesn't remember hitting her or why or anything and it scares her. Also Matt's tablets really aren't working and he's gone all schizophrenic again. Last night she was on the phone to him and he was AWFUL! I don't think I've heard him this bad before. He didn't understand anything and it was so sad to see her trying to help him and getting more and more angry and upset as he just sat there crying and saying everyone hates him and he's bad and stuff! then after she got off the phone she just burst into tears and said that she SHOULD be able to help him, and something i didn't really understand but maybe you will. She said that she always treated life as a game and if she did this then this person would do this and if that happened what would that person do and it was only things like this that made her realise that people are real and things can hurt and she isn't just standing back moving pieces and playing. Do you understand that?

Sorry this is a bit jumbled but I'm in a rush and a bit confused and need some help here please.

How are you doing? If anything yucky is going on then do tell me.

Kat

Ok, ive asked Yaz and i'll do what i can. Dont fret! How are you though? What happened with the now *ex* boy? how did he do it. Are you ok?

Thank you. She's sitting behind me reading your email I do believe.

He did it in the nicest possible way ever! He was so...kind and....too nice! He just said that seeing as I was away at school and he was at university our lives were very different and we didn't get to see each other much and it might be better for both of us if we bost found people who fitted more into our lives.

How about you?

Give her a hug.

Boys are mean i dont want to talk about them... give me a bloke/man/women/lady and im ahppy. Just not a boy!

*flops back EXHAUSTED*

I suspect you have heard. It is incrediably difficult to cope with her when she is like this. Not to mention trying to run around picking up the pieces where she has upset someone. Luckily this morning she seemed so amazingly depressed that she couldn't even be bothered to move or eat or anything because it was just too much effort. Then lunch time she goes and soaks her sleeve in blood and gets confused and schizo and gets given a TON of jobs to do from our head of PR. It's open morning tomorrow so there were loads of boards and displays that needed doing. I think she had the right idea. By forcing Yaz to do work for her, when Yaz respects her so majorly and would run off the world for her, made her snap out a bit and now she is hyper. I'm worried about when she will dip again though.

Okokokokokokokokokokokokok.... Yaz said she was going to see her doc, which is the best thing she can do, so... just stick by her. She said sumat about not being sire its work with her and Loz... ? er being paranoid. She sed that coz Loz treats her as just like another of her very good friends shes not feeling so special or something... anythign to remedy that?

just stick by the lady