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do i reek of thc, you guys?ex
Posted Nov 26, 2003
i seem to have gotten myself hired for management at a video/book/cd type store. Now I have to get a drug test. Not that I've indulged recently..or even ever! 
(if bob is reading, he should have a good laugh about now). Thing is, is it possible i'm totally saturated, after having lived with a pothead for a couple years? I mean, the smell - and thus particles - could be, well, everywhere for all I know. 
Well, hopefully the fact that i've been a good girl and not 
ed recently will reflect on me karmically somehow and i'll turn up a sound negative. 
Oh yeah..I had this wierd dream last night in which my sister visited, which compelled me to be really awful to james and yell at him up the stairs that he was a jerk. Mean old me, James isn't a jerk..usually 
. My sister inspires bad behavior in me. 
Next we..as in all you hootoo people..were at a karaoke bar, and i was going to sing and just impress the hell out of you all (right) but i couldn't translate the stupid binder the songs were listed in. Songs were arranged into categories like 'apology,' and 'in love.' I was trying to figure out where to look for that Celine Dion song 'love you more' (
). The night came to a close, and I still had not sung. 
. Yes, poor me (but lucky y'all). 
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Hootoo seems to have bipolar disorder..
Posted Nov 21, 2003
..I mean, based on my quick read through peoples' journals.
Snow has come to the Palouse region where I live, so may I add some Fear and Anxiety Disorder to the mix? 
Tomorrow I have to go out and drive in it. Sucks how much of a pussy I've become since I got in that wreck last winter. On the other hand, the fact that I'm terrified of dying or killing loved ones must indicate that I have something I really want and look forward to such that I'm petrified of doing something to ruin my chances of achieving whatever flighty notions of happiness and anticipation my mind is entertaining.
Anyway, we should try to redistribute the Juju around here, and achieve a little balance. 
*dreaming about a land with reasonable winters and bus routes* 
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Latest reply: Nov 21, 2003
3:38 in the am
Posted Nov 12, 2003
Good morning, bright and shining stars. Snarf.
I'm not actually sure why I bothered starting a journal. I'm not online much because of, well, various old things.
I wrote James a stupid email 
. *grumbles something about silent treatment perhaps hopefully extending to emails* All I have to say is this - if there's dust on top of the fridge, just let it lie, my friend. That aint no ball of wax you need. *grumbles something about how disingenuous it is to post cryptically about one's personal life when it involves another hootooer*
*kicks fridge resentfully*
For the record, he did start it.
I am awed and humbled daily by the sheer stupidity of human behavior.
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Latest reply: Nov 12, 2003
In the monitor reflection
Posted Nov 6, 2003
I see my two delightful children...huddled over a pan, scooping out warm bits of frosted cinnamon roll with their grubby little fingers. Of course, I let them do it .
My Hootoo life has gotten very stupid. I get online when no one else is, post inanely, then, having other things to do, sign off. Or look for recipes. I've been cooking and baking to keep the winter depression down. Warm ovens and chopped onion and spices are good for that, but I wonder to what degree. I've decided to venture into the grand world of yeast breads. I made a foccacia that turned out ok, though I would had preferred a better rise, and I should have used all white flour, since I'm really not all that fond of whole-wheat so I can't properly ascertain whether or not I like what I baked. I came up with a casserole yesterday with soy crumbles that James actually *liked*, heaven forbid.
Slowly getting everything moved. I'm getting to the point where I want to say f*ck it all, and just come to england with no more than the airline baggage allowance. I'd bring clothes, a few books, my flatware (long story), and my big Buddha. You can buy can-openers and whatnot in England, can't you? 
Besides, it would almost be nice to just start over. Then everything would be from James' and my life together, chosen (argued over) together, infused with both of our sentiment, etc.
I wish James were here. The cold weather compells him to wear sweaters, and he is very cozy indeed.
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Itseyeye Yippykiyiye..yeehaw.
Posted Nov 2, 2003
Seems to be plenty of viral infections running about on Hootoo. The Nyssa and Njan Family Collaberation Project is no exception. I'm well enough finally to use a computer without passing out, and Joseph's lungs are finally recovering. James is on a completely bunk sleeping schedule but hopefully that will get worked out.
My car is gone. It had to happen sooner or later, but still..
.
When I'm feeling better it will be time once again to..find a job! I'm hoping for something not too obnoxious. We'll see. This is a new town with all sorts of new crazy, creepy people.
It's gotten nastily cold suddenly. Down in the 20s F and it snowed today. Good times.
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