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Canabis
Posted Feb 21, 2012
I care about mother earth, a long time ago I was one of the earthmass dancers at th Cathedral of Saint John the Divine, I dancec at the Feast of Saint Francis, I believe in the Gaia hypothesis. Any way the planet is in trouble, global warming a whole in the Ozone layer, wars. It blows my mind how many trees are cut down every year for paper and toilet paper. Canabis you can make paper and toilet paper out of Canabis. Mankind has been using Canabis for thousands of years, in Ancient Egypt and earl USA history. The real reason Canabis is outlawed in this world is because Hearst wanted to corner the market for paper for his newspaper empire. Think of all the strains of Canabis, you can make food out of the seeds, the very best rope, paper, toilet paper. medicine out of the flowers and even cheap good fuel. In America they make fuel out of corn but thats not cheap. in India out of Sorghgum, ofcourse you can make fuel out of Canabis. Humanities natural resopurce is illegal, it's time for a change, think of the drug wars in Mexico and along the USA border you can cut those by alot too by decriminalizing Canabis. It's time mankind it's time!!!
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Yoga
Posted Feb 18, 2012
I'm really much happier these days. I became a yoga teacher at my favorite school. I love Integral yoga and I know they have a center in England and in Melbourne Austrailia. I don't teach much but I like it. I know how popular Yoga is now adays but I still don't think of it as a business maybe one day soon. So meditate everyone. Meditate...
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I'm back 2012
Posted Feb 15, 2012
I can't believe that it's 2012 and I can't believe I haven't visited since 2007, who can believe it's been that long. I'm glad my writings are still up, at a point I myself considered taking them down. Glad I didn't. Now h2g2 is all updated, I can't believe the BBC had a budget problem in the United Kingdom of all places. I'm really not up to writing about any more on my theories at this time just wanted to say hello.
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Clarity;
Posted Dec 28, 2007
I want a clear mind, I don't want to waste
any precious thoughts, clarity. I do not want paranoid thoughts.
I went to the Brahma Kumaris tonight,"The Meaning Of Life".
I got there early and meditated for an hour or so then the class
started. The gist of it all boils down to love. Love, love
giving love recieving love, but mostly giving unconditional love.
Everything else are just obstacles to love.
Look at all my own obstacles to giving love, all these suspicions
and theories, paranoid thoughts.Seeing Madonna's ghost saying,"I would be paranoid too." or Tom Cruise's spirit happily saying,"Poor Eric."
When I was homeless. I don't want to think about these celebraties.
It's all in my mind. They make themselves out to be saints, and I think the opposite is true. Man's inhumanity to man.
I want a clear mind, as clear as a quartz crystal ball. I want to love and be loved. Like everyone.
Opposites, say one thing and mean another. What do you want me to think? What do you want the general public to think? Do you care?
Do I care? More gobbledeegoop...
I don't believe these famous stars and presidents know I exsist.
Let alone that they all scheme against me to give me Aids.
Suspicions and theories. I think all the letters I sent out were thrown away in the trash. No ones monitoring my telephone. And if it were all true everything I've done wouldn't faze them, or affect them in the slightest. Paranoia, spirits of the dead and living, hallucinations!
They're all busy people with millions of dollars with busy,busy carreers
and families, nothing I do could possibly affect them.
And I've really done nothing anyway.
I don't believe that many people read these journal entries, I don't believe that many people have seen my shows on public access.
So I'll try and love myself and meditate and pray for clarity.
Lord,make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred,let me sow love.
Where there is injury,pardon;
Where there is doubt,faith;
Where there is despair,hope;
Where there is darkness,light.
And where there is sadness,joy.
O divine master,grant that I may not
so much seek to be consoled as to
console; to be understood as to
understand; to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
it is in forgiving that we are forgiven,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
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More;
Posted Dec 27, 2007
I have worked along with Louise L. Hay's
Aids A positive Approach audio tape. When Carolyn was
dieing of cancer she worked along with the cancer audio tape.
She meditated with it but got fed up with it aswell. She didn't think
that children dieing of cancer had years of built up resentment.
Again you have to take everything with a grain of salt.
The meditations make you feel good now, and you must alter them to fit your individual needs.
I usually just imagine myself as a child and love myself and put that image in my own heart.
I don't talk to people in real life about all my suspicions and theories anymore nor do I send letters out to organizations and news tip departments. I've given up, I go oblivious to it all and then it all dawns on me all over again. You know I'm sick to death of it all,
and know not to care so much.
God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things
I cannot change...
Courage to change the things I can...
And wisdom to know the difference.
I'm not an alcoholic , never tried heroin, eventhough I found many
packets of it on the street, which I threw away. Who laces the street with heroin? Let's not go into that.
Back in 1983 I was in a production of "H" that I thankfully dropped
out of I didn't like the cast. I'm much happier now putting on my old
reruns on public access.
I miss Carolyn, I put her through hell and she put me through hell.
She supported me and I supported her right back, I took care of her at the end of her life,and she may aswell have died in my arms. But I have her on tape in pictures on video and in dreams. So many dreams and one telling me not to do anything about it. I don't dream about her anymore so I conclude that she has reincarnated. But I don't know that for a fact.
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the knigdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the land,
Blessed are they who hunger and
thirst for righteousness,
for they will be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the clean of heart,
for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called children of
God.
Blessed are they who are persecuted
for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when they insult you
and persecute you and utter every
kind of evil against you because of
me.
Rejoice and be glad, for your reward
will be great in heaven.
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