h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I have worked along with Louise L. Hay's
Aids A positive Approach audio tape. When Carolyn was
dieing of cancer she worked along with the cancer audio tape.
She meditated with it but got fed up with it aswell. She didn't think
that children dieing of cancer had years of built up resentment.
Again you have to take everything with a grain of salt.
The meditations make you feel good now, and you must alter them to fit your individual needs.
I usually just imagine myself as a child and love myself and put that image in my own heart.
I don't talk to people in real life about all my suspicions and theories anymore nor do I send letters out to organizations and news tip departments. I've given up, I go oblivious to it all and then it all dawns on me all over again. You know I'm sick to death of it all,
and know not to care so much.
God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things
I cannot change...
Courage to change the things I can...
And wisdom to know the difference.
I'm not an alcoholic , never tried heroin, eventhough I found many
packets of it on the street, which I threw away. Who laces the street with heroin? Let's not go into that.
Back in 1983 I was in a production of "H" that I thankfully dropped
out of I didn't like the cast. I'm much happier now putting on my old
reruns on public access.
I miss Carolyn, I put her through hell and she put me through hell.
She supported me and I supported her right back, I took care of her at the end of her life,and she may aswell have died in my arms. But I have her on tape in pictures on video and in dreams. So many dreams and one telling me not to do anything about it. I don't dream about her anymore so I conclude that she has reincarnated. But I don't know that for a fact.
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the knigdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the land,
Blessed are they who hunger and
thirst for righteousness,
for they will be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the clean of heart,
for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called children of
God.
Blessed are they who are persecuted
for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when they insult you
and persecute you and utter every
kind of evil against you because of
me.
Rejoice and be glad, for your reward
will be great in heaven.