h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I've mentioned a research neuroscientist here that I had a relationship with.

It was very difficult because he was married. plus he was pretty much a workaholic..so not a lot of time together

But the time we did have was amazing. He taught me so much..and he was just so intelligent. A working class boy from Leeds that went to Oxford [Personal details removed by Moderator]. I don't want to reveal too much for obvious reasons.

But he completely 'got' me. What a relief..and what a contrast to what I get most of the time here.

But then he understood a lot of things in the way I do.

Oh brilliant another journal post yikesed.

And no response from Z about setting up some sort of structure to deal with a bad falling out like mediation, which I initially refused..but there is nothing like that here anyway.

My local council funds it for severe community problems. But then they take seriously the concept of community..though with the cuts it will probably go.

I should imagine such a thing would only need to be used very occasionally..but it would make people feel safer here if it was there.

It would also be good for inevitable conflicts due to extreme cultural differences. But that's probably not wanted here.

In some ways since I got ill I never felt saner.

As far as kea is concerned I'm going to give up and accept reconciliation is very unlikely to ever happen.

I feel horribly sad about that. But thats it.

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Why on earth is this stuff getting hidden? I can hardly believe it.

This is my journal.

Why on earth am I so disliked here?

Its enough to send you over the edge. I'm off to get...

Everyone knows I use this space to let off steam so I don't hurt others here in the general threads.

I think that's a really good thing I'm doing. It shows how much I care about the community cos I have strong emotions.

No-one but me posts here.

Why would someone want to mess that up?

I hope to goodness stuff like this gets addressed in noohootoo.

It's the paranoia of not knowing who it is who's doing this.

But I'm fairly sure it's a certain male person who's been horrible to me for years..and doesn't like women.

I'm going to blandify this journal.

Woke early as usual. Looks like a pleasentish day outside.

Of course may not be him. Could easily be another person.

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Shutting this down now.