h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Especially when you give so much of yourself to people,and you have it thrown back in your face.Made to feel like a total disgrace!You have your heart pulled out and broken,treated as if a worthless token!Life now appears to be,merely more than an existance for me.My faith in humanity begins to wain,as life itself it causes great pain.So what then life and faith do feel,less important and a nightmare that's real!

Wow......deep poem....

You really feel that way<?> I know what it's like.

I think you'll find that the best thing you can hope to do is to have complete and utter faith in yourself, and stuff everyone else. Do what you want to do, and live how you want to live. You'll find better people eventually.

Wish i could believe you!Just find it so hard to have faith in myself or in people(especially when i have had so many years of being lied to and stabbed in the back.And as for faith in myself,have very little.May sound depressed but that is how i feel.Cannot help it at the moment,Thanks for your interest in what i wrote.

Darling, I know all to well how you feel. I really do.



Music always helps when you feel really bad. But you must must MUST believe in yourself. If you do, there will be nothing you can't achieve

Something i cannot do i am afraid.Helps if you know who you are,and what you want out of life.I do not unfortunately!Just tired of trying i suppose.Seems when i get to a point where i know where i am and what i want,everything falls apart!Know i sound sorry for myself but it's more than self pity.it's the realisation that life sucks.And i am tired of life.

hi sean,we did chat for a while on ld, recognised the name BLACK JACK, think i've got the right person?? sorry to hear about your dog. i've got 1 + he's the most special little thing, i can imagine what your feeling cos i would be unconsolable if anything happened to him. just look back + be proud you gave yours a great life. xxxxx

Life does, as hard as it is to believe, have a point, it's just a matter of finding it.

Don't give up without a fight, that way you know life didn't win.

Yes,tis i Black Jack(M.)!.And Sean is my name.What was your username on L.D.then??(if we have chatted before??)As for my dog,he was my life,and my best friend.He gave me a meaning to living,and now he is not here anymore,i have no life!I feel so lost,empty and alone.

hi sean, had a few names on LD, don't like saying too much on here!!! you really touched me with how emotional you are about your pet cos i'm the same + friends think i'm nuts. lol i'm actually pretty normal just adore my dog cos he has put up with all my moods, crying, angry, depressed, nutty . lol + he still loves me xxxx

That's how i feel at the moment!I miss him terribly.He was my best friend.And it is nice to know what i mean by what i said.Well if you cannot tell me on here,then i will give you my e-mail address(so you could write and tell me who you are.My e-mail addy is [email protected] please e-mail me there and tell me.