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Life of Agony
RMF Art Vandelay: Missing- Presumed Fed[Hero], Join DISF at A925391! Started conversation Feb 1, 2003
She sits so close to me, every day we talk
The feeling I hold inside me tortures
For six years it has burned
burned from the depths of my haert
She sits there, unknowing or does she
How she acts confuses me
for anynormal person it is seen
that she would be interested in me
but she it is different
she claims to others that dating is not he objective
she considers me a friend
yet...
she tells the other not to tell me this...
Does she know?
Does she suspect?
It is all so confusing to me...
Should I ask, Should I tell?
NO
Why Not?
YOU WILL BE REJECTED
I know, that is why I cannot
YOU ARE WEAK
Yes, I am, it is pathetic...
YES
She is a friend of mine, I cannot risk losing her I could not tke it
it would destroy me
I couldn't live without her...
THAT IS WHAT YOU FEAR?
Yes
YOU WILL NEVER SUCCEDE IF YOU FEAR
But, I dont fear failure elsewere just with her?
IS THIS CORRECT?
It is, it is...
But their is something else I fear...
HIM?
Yes, he stands in the way
DOES HE?
Well Yes.
DOES HE?
No, no he doesent. But he scares me
he is bigger, and insane about her...
CAN YOU RISK LOSING HIM?
Risk, I want to lose him, I am trying, beleive me...
BUT THIS IS NOT YOUR BIGGEST OBSTICLE
I know...
YOU ARE...
Life of Agony
Nova Rift (Werecat/wolf, First Mate of Pirates, Captain of The white Defender, and a Jedi Padawan named Fr' Tel Powil) Posted Feb 1, 2003
Thats good. I like it.
Life of Agony
Craxus "ACE" (High Lord of the Magicians Guild "A2510425") Posted Feb 1, 2003
Yep very good.
Life of Agony
RMF Art Vandelay: Missing- Presumed Fed[Hero], Join DISF at A925391! Posted Feb 2, 2003
Yep six years, i have never had the 
to ask her out though, aww man i am pathetic..
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Life of Agony
- 1: RMF Art Vandelay: Missing- Presumed Fed[Hero], Join DISF at A925391! (Feb 1, 2003)
- 2: Nova Rift (Werecat/wolf, First Mate of Pirates, Captain of The white Defender, and a Jedi Padawan named Fr' Tel Powil) (Feb 1, 2003)
- 3: His Divine Shadow: ACE, Shi Alyt (Feb 1, 2003)
- 4: Craxus "ACE" (High Lord of the Magicians Guild "A2510425") (Feb 1, 2003)
- 5: His Divine Shadow: ACE, Shi Alyt (Feb 1, 2003)
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- 7: RMF Art Vandelay: Missing- Presumed Fed[Hero], Join DISF at A925391! (Feb 2, 2003)
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