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turned on all the time thinking of you

Love is such a strong word. I can't say those words to you because I would really feel as though I was being unfaithful.
I care about you so much, I long to be with you and I lust after you. All the ingredients of a fantastic relationship. I hope you understand why I'm not saying it, just like i'm not using any pet names that I would normally use. I just can't mix things up like that.

Good god, I want you so badly though.

Me too

I want you so much honey

Don't want to go but have to - might sneak out to send you a text later though. You realise now why I was begging you not to do anything silly the other day? I was desperate to tell you.

You mean so much to me

you too

i have had the most amazing day today, thank you.

You are incredible, do you know that?
I can't wait to speak to you tomorrow.

Lots and lots of love

xxxxx

I had a great day too sweetie
lots of smoochy love

I can't wait to speak to you. Fingers crossed, we will talk today. You were in my thoughts as I went to sleep last night and when I woke again this morning.

I still can't believe this is happening, it is truly amazing.

Wow, it was so good to talk to you today, I hope you didn't mind me phoning twice, I was just a bit dumbstruck the first time and couldn't wait to hear your voice again. Your voice is a lot softer than I had imagined, really lovely.

It's wierd, I constantly feel as though you are stood behind me but I can't turn round and see you - I so wish that you were. I just daydream about silly little things we could do and I get a lovely tingly shiver all over when I think about it.

I hope you have a really enjoyable evening tonight, i'll miss you though. I've been trying to think of ways we could meet too (that's fun!)

Anyway, i'd better get on with things - the sooner I stop typing the sooner I can concentrate fully on the daydreams again (Hmmmmmmmmm)

Speak soon, lots and lots of love from Mel xxxxxxx

Oh well, I was hoping you would have a bit of time online this morning. Never mind, we can chat tonight. Think we might be going out or entertaining or something, so I don't know what's happening yet - will let you know.

I hope you have a really good day with your mum and dad today, hope they are both well.

Couldn't sleep again last night, just lay awake thinking about you. Going to drug myself to sleep tonight! (hey, maybe my vivid dreams will return)

I'm going to try and take a photo for you this evening (try!) I'm going to get my hair all nice and i'll take a few for you.

Speak later then, i'll text you too.
Take care
Lots of love, Mel xxxxx

sorry dearest, overslept. needed that sleep tho! annoyed that I've missed the opportunity to chat to you tho. kept on thinking about you all night...will text you thru out the day sweetie lots of love and kisses John

hi honey, what are you up to? I'm watching Scrooge. And having sexy thoughts about you!

Just had pizza and watching simpsons, waiting for my brother in law to leave so I could chat to you again

And waiting for you to sign on to messenger!

Going out of my mind thinking about you. We must speak again soon.
I love you so much it hurts

feel the same way - can't stop thinking about you. you mean so much to me honey

I can't make sense of all these feelings. I know what I want but can't have it. I've got to grow up and not have a tantrum with myself about it! I'm running round in my head crying and stamping my feet, but my gut wants something else and my heart wants something else again. Sounds a bit mellodramatic does it not?! Don't think even the happy pills can help me out with this one.

I need to speak to you again, soon.
I love you

Sorry,

its difficult isn't it? thinking of you xxx