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Post 41

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Yeah you didsmiley - biggrinsmiley - hugsmiley - oksmiley - cuddlesmiley - chocsmiley - cakesmiley - bubbly


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Post 42

Keseral - lost...

smiley - blush awww, thankyou! oo! smiley - chocsmiley - cake and hmm... smiley - winkeye fizzy apple juice smiley - winkeyesmiley - laugh


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Post 43

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

smiley - oksmiley - hugYou're welcome

*starts feasting*

So how are you? We still know practically nothing about each other, it's kind of weird...smiley - winkeye


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Post 44

Keseral - lost...

any time! smiley - hug

yay! smiley - cupcake


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Post 45

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

smiley - biggrinsmiley - cakesmiley - hug

You just successfully ignored a whole question...nice one.

Have you looked at darkmateria yet?


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Post 46

Keseral - lost...

why is this in 2 posts? no idea. smiley - biggrinsmiley - silly


so, what do you want to know? or should I just talk about the first aspect of my life that comes into my head? smiley - biggrin


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Post 47

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Huh? *fails to understand through complete stupidity*

Yeah, the second one, unless you like personal questionssmiley - winkeye


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Post 48

Keseral - lost...

I don't know either!

I do quite like personal questions funnily smiley - laugh enough, but I will rant for a while before that!

My best friend at school is called amelia, she used to be depressed and tried to kill herself twice (as far as I know)last year but she seems to have significantly cheered up now.

laura thinks that we behave like an old married couple, like making jokes without saying anything, defending each other and conspiring together etc. she gets very scared when we communicate without using words! and she gets scared when she only sees one of us on our own, she says that its like we are not compleate! we of course find this very funny and try to take advantage of it as much as possible!

If amelia reads this (because she is on hootoo as well) then I will be in for it, but lets hope not eh!smiley - biggrin


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Post 49

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Oh well!

Yeah, it's not so much the personal question, it's trying to wriggle out of the answer that I like or just being really direct.smiley - winkeye Amelia sounds pretty cool, my friend Damon sounds a bit like her (always knowing what the other is thinking) and people get scared when we're seen apart.

She's watching!smiley - run


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Post 50

Keseral - lost...

meh

Kewel, U528798 is her. but she hasnt posted since september!

eek! smiley - run


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Post 51

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

*runs away from she who is not there*

smiley - erm


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Post 52

Keseral - lost...

good plan, she might be watching..... wooo! smiley - winkeye

so, tell me about you, as I am cr*p at asking questionssmiley - biggrin


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Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Spooky...

Okay, me myself and I...well I'm living in a town of about 25000 which is pretty boring, I go to a school where I have a decent number of friends, but not too many, I hate it when people have closed minds, I often have delusions of grandeur about my music, I've gone out with 3 people seriously (a few others I've kind of flirted with), sometimes I get really depressed and other times I'm incredibly happy, I want to live in Findhorn, I get good grades in school and passionately hate unquestioned authority, I'm a pacifist who got a Grade 1 (best) for an essay explaining why I'm a pacifist, music is incredibly important to me, sometimes I wish I'd find a friend who absolutely loved Sonic Youth so I could talk to them all the time, I have at times thought that existence is pointless and everyone was talking small, other times it's the other way round, I love talking deep and meaningful but can never find the right words to say, I'm often hypocritical, I interupt often, I tend to ramblesmiley - winkeye and I love being open and honest when it's not too personal (which is pretty damn personal with me!)

Anything else? (I would love more questions!)

What about you? What sort of person would you say you are?smiley - smiley


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Post 54

Keseral - lost...

smiley - ghost

In theory, I "hate" hatred and fear. I sometimes find myself being nasty to someone else to their face, stop half-way though and apologise. I love the friendship Ive got in amelia, and I feel that I have some of the most special people in the world as my friends. I (annoyingly and it is one thingI really dont like about myself) cry easily and feel most things way to much - I over-empathise and If someone is crying or feelig sad, I feel sad too. I normally get all my work done on time and to and avareage B+ kind of leval. I love the evening and night but I love getting up early occasionaly in the summer holidays to watch the sunrise. Im trying to get myself to watch less telly, but it just means I go on the internet much more. I tend to interrupt people just as they have opened their mouths, I am trying to stop that too. I find soace in reading fantasy and writing poems, though I havnt writtian much for a while. I am an only child and judging against others, my parents let me do quite a lot of stuff, evan though dad does tease me about stuff. I normally get nervous talking to people who I havnt met before / hardly know and I swaer a lot to myself and other friends but not to adults. I do sometimes feel like I have two personalities, Keseral (Kess) and Rachel. Rachel Is more violent in her way, but she can see things less rose-tinted than Keseral who tries to make most people happy, and can feel much better about the world and my currant situation (whatever it is) than Rachel.smiley - smiley I find that my personality is Kess most of the time and I always try to be honest. Religiosly speaking, I am undecided between Agnostic and Atheist, I think that god is a nice idea, and can re0assure people in times of crisis, but If he really is all - powerful then why do bad things - like that tsunami - happen and if he forgives everybody, then how come theres a hell? Overall, I try to be nice and welcome to the end of one of the longest posts I have ever writtian!

Odd questions:
what food don't you like?
do you have any brothers or sisters?
after you have a shower/bath do you walk around your room naked? (or at any time for that matter)
any other random stuff you want to tell me!


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Post 55

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

well, now that's all groovy. I know so many people who would do about 2 lines writing that...one thing, I describe myself as a thinking agnostic, that is I accept that I will never know whether or not god exists at least untill I die but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it! I used to be a Bahai, but I'm not sure any more. I found some of there beliefs on homosexuality and some morality doubtful and dated. Lots of good stuff though, and some of my friends are Bahais (Iain for a start).

I don't like cabbage or carrots much...but other rabbit food is okay.smiley - winkeye

Nope, I'm an only child too.

Yeah, sometimes when I've had a bath I'll listen to a bit of music when I can't immediatly be bothered putting clothes on.

I also love travelling to places I've never been before. I am incredibly curious and forever asking questions. I can be really dark sometimes and once or twice becuase of that I've come close to doing something really stupid but I'm sane enough to not ruin my life or f*** myself up or anything like that. Often I feel I have no-one to talk to about really deep stuff, but since I became friends with Lorna that's gotten better. I find life completely staggeringly amazing.


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Post 56

Keseral - lost...

cool, this might just be me being un-informed but what is Bahai?

smiley - cool

smiley - hug

lol, If I have a shower lateish at night, I quite often go upstairs like that because my clothes go into the laundry bin! then I drift for a while before going to bed.

I love visiting places and travelling too, Wheres the furthest away youve ever been? I once went for a day to egypt! yes, Life is awesome.smiley - biggrin


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Post 57

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

It's a world religion in the sense used for Christianity or Islam or Hinduism. "Unity and Diversity" sums it up nicely.smiley - smiley

Yeah, I never go downstairs like that unless my parents are out, I hate to think of the embarrasement...smiley - erm It's a short distance from my bathroom to my bedroom, so no risk.smiley - winkeye I sometimes go to bed like that, it depends how hot it is in the room.

The furthest I've ever been is probably Vancouver Island, Canada. That's literally on the other side of the world. I actually swam in the pacific ocean!smiley - bigeyes That was all when I was 8 though so I don't remember much. I've also been to Florida and in the Summer 2004 I went to Turkey (A country that borders Iraq!). Never been to Africa though. I've only been to Europe, Asia and North America. The furthest North I have ever been is when the flight to Canada passed over Greenland...I saw all the snow capped mountains...smiley - bigeyes

question: When was the best you ever felt, and the worst (or just a time that comes to mind)?


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Post 58

Countess Freyja

muh, dont you have enough places to talk already?


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Post 59

Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Oh I see...smiley - crysmiley - winkeye

Well, yeah but each one of our conversations has a life of its own, we couldn't just *stop* Remember, we used to hijack everyone's convos so it's hardly fair to tll us to go awaysmiley - winkeye


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Post 60

Keseral - lost...

smiley - ermsmiley - sorrysmiley - sadface

*convo gets up and walks about - a bit like frankenstien*


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