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Post 241

jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

smiley - winkeye Ok night hun, enjoy!


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Post 242

Steve51

smiley - musicalnote..."Golliwogs, Golliwogs, I love Golliwogs. They're my favourite doll and I'm not racist. I may be an old coloniast, but I'm certainly not a fascist".

Punk Rock, Sir Peeb style....smiley - biggrin


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Post 243

Steve51

I forgot to add that while I can write lyrics, I cannot play a musical instrument. Terri can be the base guitarist in the EYEBALLS, who can play lead guitar, and who will be our drummer?

smiley - cheers

Sir Peeb The Punk Rapper...


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Post 244

Steve51

I reckon we could even do a terrific version of that oldie, "Not Responsible", with Terri on vocals...smiley - biggrin
Here are some newer lyrics....

smiley - musicalnote.."Please don't look at me with open arms...no no no. Please don't look at me with tender eyes...no no no."
The chorus goes.."Not Not Not responsible, Not Not Not responsible. I can't help it for the things I post. Oh no no. Not Not Not responsible, I'm so in love with h'too."

Sir Rockin Robin Peeb The Punk Rapster.

Don't worry all, I have not imbibed any "funny stuff". I am sure our vocalist Terri will explain all. We are just testing the boundaries, so to speak....smiley - winkeye


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Post 245

abbi normal "Putting on the Ritz" with Dr Frankenstein

smiley - somersault
I made it finally
HI TERRI *waves with ferver*
It has been so long!

Hey jazz and PC and whomever else is still around.
I will have to do some reading to catch up!

Very nice to finally be able to hang out again!
*fingers crossed*
I updated a few personal notes in my conversation area with JEllen.
Have not talked with her or anybody yet.

YAY smiley - discoI think I am set to hoot againsmiley - smiley






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Post 246

Steve51

Welcome to The Twilight Zone, abbi....smiley - biggrin..."There is nothing wrong with your computer. Please do not adjust the horizontal. Please do not adjust the vertical...etc etc etc..."

Enter at your own risk....smiley - laugh

smiley - cheers

Sir Peeb


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Post 247

abbi normal "Putting on the Ritz" with Dr Frankenstein

Hello and thanks!

Odd you should say that.
I have been commenting on having lived in the twilight zone for a long while lately!

I thought I was coming here to leave it!smiley - wah
OH well! I like it heresmiley - smiley
*moody but all of the moods are pretty good right now*


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Post 248

Steve51

Aaaah abbi, The Moody Blues....smiley - biggrin

smiley - musicalnote time again..."Nights in white satin, never reaching the end. Postings are written, never meaning to send"......smiley - whistle....

smiley - cheers

Sir Peeb The Melancholy One

P.S. Melancholy is NOT a hybrid genetically modified mix of melons and cauliflower. this is all Terri's responsibility...The Madness of us all, I mean......smiley - laugh


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Post 249

Ellen

Abbi! Welcome back my dear! Long time no see! It's great to have you on hootoo again.


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Post 250

zendevil


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hoow Wonderful!!!!!!!Abbi is back!!!!!! Bloody marvellous!!!!smiley - discosmiley - hugsmiley - smoochsmiley - kisssmiley - somersaultsmiley - disco

*Dances around like a mad thing, topples over, breaks leg, carries on regardless. If kangaroos can pogo Why Can't I?*

For newcomers to this mad journal, i should explain that Abbi is definitely the best thing invented since sliced bread, bleagh, who needs sliced bread anyway? She has been away for ages, & very much missed.

Prepare for total rather than partial anarchy. Governments will topple,global warming will be reversed, moderation will be challenged....did you see i got the "first yikes on new Eye thread"prize?smiley - biggrin

Glad you are feeling better JEllen.smiley - hug

At this end in supposed RL, i have sulky le v, ah well, we managed 6 days without homicide. We have done well.smiley - rolleyes PC, you will be pleased to hear i only threw a bulb of garlic at him, rather than an electrical object.

I have headphones; i am strong.I am zen: repeat

I have lovely email from spifree, who is back in town & hopefully visiting tomorrow. I am zen.I am strong: repeat.

I have dentist tomorrow. I am scared as hell: do not repeat.

Peeb; i shall think long & hard smiley - drool about naughty but nice words to go with a new version of "Anarchy in Le Youkay"smiley - winkeye

Let us Prey.smiley - evilgrin

zdt


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Post 251

psychocandy-moderation team leader

Terri, my love, garlic is a much more easily replaced projectile than an electronic device. smiley - winkeye

Hiya Abbi wooh!


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Post 252

Ellen

Good luck at dentist Terri.


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Post 253

zendevil


Merci.

He might need it more than me. If he hurts me i will bite. Plus i won't pay the bill.smiley - evilgrin

This has not been the easiest week of my life & i am not in a particularly good mood.

zdt


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Post 254

Ellen

I'm kind of revved up and talkative (typeative) tonight.


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Post 255

jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

Movie was that good?


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Post 256

zendevil


I know that feeling JEllen, chat away!!!!

One thing maybe you might have some advice on; with bi-polar stuff, is it possible for someone to have a cycle of around 6 days "OK" then 2 days "manic" then a day of "total flip" followed by 2 days "total down" then back to the Ok stuff?

From what i've read, i would think the turnaround is longer. Talking about a person not on any meds at all.

zdt


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Post 257

Ellen

LOL nope, Jazz, it is the increase in medicine affecting me. But the movie was fun!


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Post 258

jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

smiley - laughok kinda walked into that one*rimshot*, glad the movie was good though.


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Post 259

Ellen

Okay Terri, I'll chat bout my swings. I average 3 weeks up, and 4 weeks down, back and forth.

Just went up on both my meds. The abilify helps stabilize me, but is giving me some nervous energy tonight. Also gone up on the Zac. Hope this combination helps even things out, because the alternative mood stabilizer my doc mentioned is much more risky in terms of side effects.


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Post 260

zendevil


Eeek, side effects; yuk. Obviously try & steer clear, for instance, the doc gave me codeine based painkillers for tooth abcess; yes, they help pain BUT i was bloated as a giant hamster within 24 hours, utterly zombified, unable to go to the loo..........i am not designed for opiate based stuff obviously!!! It ended up that i couldn't eat at all; not even soup, so blood sugar plummeted, i was just a wobbly, tearful wreck; i just wished to die.

Quite honestly; last week was total hell. The fact that i could post on here kept me going, so thank you, my fiends.

The bi-polar thing: I just don't know if that's what it is; i am utterly exhausted trying to find an explanation for someone who has such massive mood swings, i go up & down like a yo-yo too; at what pont is this defined as "bi-polar disorder"? It's all just so bloody extreme & at times really quite scary. What is "normal"???? At what point do you say "hang on, cannot cope with not knowing what will happen next?"

It's ridiculous, it's the blind leading the blind; i struggle to keep my own stuff sorted, when he goes into overdrive i react likewise. But as he says "You understand because you are the same"...i reply "Yes. But the difference is i can socialise, even via internet, i have support, you have only me; buti can't carry the burden of YOUR stuff, i am not your shrink"

*round and round in circles we go; where we are going, nobody knows* Not slept all night. Again.

*except maybe Yoda; who is wise, faithful & kind. And who disappears rapidly when voices raise; but reappears later to cuddle mummy. Lovely Yoda.smiley - lovesmiley - cat

zdt*Have dentist: Bite dentist*


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