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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Started conversation Jul 17, 2003
I want to bleed
To fade away
Into Death's cold embrace
Cross the borderline
Undiscovered Place
Mind at peace
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 17, 2003
You don't love me. I'm ugly and I am boring. I have many people on hootoo that are willing to give a small piece of themselves to me I care about them all but I can not survive on clichés and lies... I need someone I can touch, or even just hear, who can make me believe in something... But I can't have that and do not deserve it...
I know it selfish to talk about what going on in my head here... if there is anyone that does care then they may be distressed to know I expect to die tonight...
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MaRcMeiSTeR (ACE) JeDi GuArDiAn EnEmY oF DarTH MaLeK Posted Jul 17, 2003
Dude when ya at ya lowest of ya lows and things can't possibly get worse plz remember that by logic things can only get better I know what ya sayin dude. Ppl can tell u til they're blue in the face that they luv u but it wont change how u feel. u need some1 to hold when u sleep, some1 2 luv, sum1 2 share the day with.. plz if ive made any sense message me on my space and don't do nethin hasty MaRc
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 18, 2003
Alexseee
plz dont do owt... alot of peeps on here will miss ya
Marc
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u still speaking to me, cos u never speak to me on here nemore..or answer me??
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HELP_IM_LOST (why are there not enough hours in the day?) Posted Jul 18, 2003
Alex, did you get to see your doctor today, or speak to one of your key-workers?
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 18, 2003
I saw a psychiatrist today... they don't want to do anything untill Monday as they have no beds available on the in-patients ward so I have to struggle through until then and hopefully a new drug regime and some theraoy can be sorted out then...
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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 21, 2003
I'm home from my travels to find this. Sweetheart... I promise you everything will turn out ok. You are an amazingly special person and you've helped so many people. I can't make you happy, but i want to show you how you've helped me at the very least... I'm still alive and here and fighting on... you helped me with that. i u xxxx
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 21, 2003
If you weren't strong enough to make the decision to fight for your life I couldn't have helped you at all... You are the strong and special one hunni...
I love you too
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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 21, 2003
Not so, but thanks for saying it. You showed me reasons to fight for it. Reasons which im still lost on a little...
Open this inside it are the reasons that you are worth so much more than you give yourself credit for.
xxxx
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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 21, 2003
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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 21, 2003
do i get a smile then? x
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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 21, 2003
dont cry...
im making the most of my moment of cheeryness right now to hug h2g2 and try and help... *not that she succeeds*...
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^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE Posted Jul 21, 2003
thanx Kitten person lol
hey Uncle Alex.....im scared and it makes me sad cuz i wory bout you and just wish i could help in some way me s you
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- 1: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jul 17, 2003)
- 2: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 17, 2003)
- 3: Keseral - lost... (Jul 17, 2003)
- 4: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jul 17, 2003)
- 5: MaRcMeiSTeR (ACE) JeDi GuArDiAn EnEmY oF DarTH MaLeK (Jul 17, 2003)
- 6: Evoot - Back in Black!! (Jul 18, 2003)
- 7: HELP_IM_LOST (why are there not enough hours in the day?) (Jul 18, 2003)
- 8: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jul 18, 2003)
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- 15: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jul 21, 2003)
- 16: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jul 21, 2003)
- 17: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 21, 2003)
- 18: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jul 21, 2003)
- 19: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jul 21, 2003)
- 20: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 21, 2003)
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