h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

He's a f w and he knows he did wrong, my problems are my business and i want to deal with them myself. No offence intended.

so, i'm moving out in the morning. He thinks i'm going off to do myself in or something but...i'm not planning to. I'll just kip over at work, the girls won't mind, i've got my own room there that i work in, i'll just bed down there, customers can wake me up by hammering on the door.

you'll do fine, what course you studying? make sure you eat properly and steer clear of drugs. BELIEVE ME ON THIS ONE.

I'm dark and dangerous.....

Give it another chance, Jack soarrow makes it all better...

I told him, in fact i exaggerated it to make him feel bad. Granted it was mid argument and i feel awful and suicidal for it now but...at the time it felt good. So, in short, I've really crapped up and am single again and you are pretty much my only friend in the world. Love you.

AAAAAANYWHO....how are you?

I need a hug

I'd hate to play psychiatrist... But maybe you shouldn't be so scared to let someone in on your problems? No offense taken, but that's what friends are for - sharing the load. I'm the same as you like that - I don't like talking about stuff... but sometimes it can help. Otherwise you go crazy, feel more depressed, and start doing silly things.

As long as you're safe and sound

I'm doing philosopy Should be cool. I'll take your word on that one

And do you think I have a chance with you?

Maybe someday...

If you think you did the right thing at the time...
The people who care will always come back. Don't beat yourself up about it. You're a great guy, and there are plenty of people out there who'll love you

I'm sleepy Rain set in now, and the whole world is half-asleep. Should be away on holiday next week somewhere sunny, so you might not see too much of me for a little [don't panic, I've not run away!]

hugs a'plenty
But watch out for the !!
He'll hug you to death if you're not careful!

Believe me i've done all the silly things. Gonna do more. I can't talk about things because i have never had anyone to talk to until now, and now he's gone. He told me how closed i was, it used to really annoy him but it was just because i couldn't tell him about where i was from and what happened. I didn't want him to know. Is that selfish of me? I don't want anyone to know me anymore, theres just no point.

For now. I will get through this. In the end. If i survive.

Drugs are bad...realllllllllllllly bad. they grab hold of you like a ravenous shark and drag you all the way under until theres no light left in your life.

Please dont run away. Please love me.

Do, Its a great film.

He hasn't, no-one has. Guess no-one cares. Only customers love me.

I'm on a girl from works laptop in a quiet period, no customers so i've got a break, for now, just to say hi, and bye.


hug me to death. please

Better to do as many of the /positive/ silly things as possible. They're the ones that make you feel happier, if just for a while.
I know where you're coming from because I'm the same - a closed book to most people. It'll take a long time to trust someone enough, but once in a blue moon someone who you'll connect to will be there. It hurts to be open, because being truely open with someone brings that fear of rejection...that feeling that they'll push you away for who or what you are. It's not selfish, it's just base fear. You've been through a lot - don't take jumps like that untill you're ready. But I promise you that when you are ready, you'll find that being able to be open with someone is really quite rewarding, and not half as frightening as it seems. Just hang in there doll

You will survive

....all I can say is that they've more or less now killed all of my heroes Or at least put them behind bars several times.
It's unfortunate that something that comes disguised as a cure often worsens a situation.

I'm right here for you

Maybe I'll give it a second chance...

I'm sure there are plenty of people out there who do love you, or will love you soon

Thank the girl on my behalf!



Sees you in about a week, sorry to have to be shooting off at such a bad time [damnit, my timing is always awful] Hang in there hun, thinking of you

heya, tis me. sorry its been ages. did you have a nice holiday?
Have you started uni yet? good luck if you have. i'm doing ok in my little world out here.
I don't like being on my own, thats the problem. being alone is lonely. I trust people too easily and get hurt and used all the time. maybe i should just give up.

maybe

they are very bad.

thank you, it means a lot. XXXX

love you xxx you always know the right thing to say. you've even made me smile today.

Has been a while, hope things have been okay your end
Holiday was okay... Turns out we were staying in a red light district, which made nights, erm, interesting, especially with the british 18-30 crowd Beaches were pretty, watched some cute surf guys [always good]. Not really a lot to do. VERY hot.
Got about a week to go untill uni. I'm panicing nicely now!

Know what the weird thing is? I never really got lonely in my life, even though I was always alone.. And then someone special came along, and I knew what it was like to be lonely. Which sucks. But the flip side is, you can conquer it, it just takes a lot of distraction. And there's always the other option of really plugging to find someone [or a group of someones] to fill the gap. If you get used, you have to use back, which is hard. You need to remember that you've got every right as them, and you deserve the utmost best teatment. There's no need to give up trusting... you probably just need to stand your ground a bit more, maybe?



Glad I could make you smile

I'm still here, if thats what you mean. Sorry. I'm being a depressive freak today.

Ooooh...how cute is cute? Surfers... Thats better, I like Cute guys. I shoulda come, i like surfers and i belong in a red light district as the main attraction. I'm hot.

I'm hopeless at being distracted, i have to do it so much...don't think about work, disjoint yourself from what you are doing, don't think about any pain, put on a smile, enjoy and take pride in your work...I cant do this much more. Theres no-one out there for me. I can't have high standards, i dont deserve anyone good, thats the difference between yu and me, you deserve to find someone, live happy ever after..I'm just wrong in the eyes of everyone i care about, cared about. i'm not even able to see those i love when i need them. Count your blessings. i wish i'd appreciated those i loved more while they were still around, apreciate everyone around you, don't take anyone for granted. love everyone, dont end up alone with no memories to hold on to.

Good luck at uni. sorry about the random outspill of whatever you would call that, it just needed saying. Thanks for listening.

xxXxxxxxxxxXxxxxxx

You don't have to apologise for being depressive

The usual for surf dudes...you know... tall, tanned, muscular upper body, long blonde hair... alright if you like that kind of stuff
then we need to make you up your own billboard posters and a false Swedish stage name

Daydreams are good. If all else fails, you're a secret agent with the responsibility of liberating all the parakeets in the world from the Evil Dude Wassisface... Could just be me, though.
You deserve someone good just as much as I do, if not more. I'd say that, for all you've been though and had to put up with, you deserve someone really damn good. There's no such thing as happily ever after: everything worthwhile takes a lot of hard work and patience - "It's not easy having fun" [to quote a personal hero, Dr Frank-n-furter ]. You should never think you're "wrong" in the eyes of loved ones... there isn't room for "wrong" or "right" in love, that's the entire point. Some points in a person can be hard to deal with, but the people that love you will love you in spite of your flaws. On the whole, the people I love, I love BECAUSE of their flaws, but I always was a strange one.
I know where you're coming from emotionally, even if I can't really know where you're coming from in terms of circumstance. I can't imagine the world you live in... but I quite admire you for having the bravery to see it through. You're somewhat heroic to me

'Tis what I do best. Hope any of my random outpour back was useful

Yeah I do, it passes on, uh, transmits through the ether from being to being. No-one should be depressed, they should all be happy, like me.
Happy and giggly and la la and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahaha

DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLSOME! What i wouldnt give for the handsomest gorgeoussest surfer in the world to come and give me one...oh wait, he just did! heehee! I be love!! I happy! hee hee heee!

Dude wassisface is evil, he's really ugly. have you ever noticed how no-one really fancies the bad guy?! thats cos thyre ugly, always. but the heros are fitfitfit!

I thanks you for your beautiful words, they are so nice and thoughtful and wonderful as are you, yourself and you...I think i really got a good one now...say hi babe: Hey.
He's all english and studenty and oh so fine and just mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I been out tonight, not for long cos its only ten halfpast but we got chucked out for being hammered! heehee of god i'm totally hammered!! Its so fun!!!

I understand what youre saying and i really appreciate what youre teling me, and you are really good frend.
I love my frends!!!!
Esp those that do that!!! byee for now. I'm bust=y!!!!


LOVEEEEEE!

Depression is indeed a virus...

Now you're just gloating But good on you

Ah, now, that really depends on what you like in a guy... Some bad guys are really sexy... mainly because they're, well, /bad/

Well, I'm glad you're having fun, just you take care of yourself though, hmmm?

Hehe, I was out last night too, but I played the teetotal. Perhaps in a cosmic sense you had stolen my drinks?

You're busty? But you're a man, right?

You should be happy! like me! I'm always happy! I have a house and a car and a wonderful wonderful boyfriend who is just perfect and he is tickling me and telling me off for being so complimentary about him! I am so smitten, i know...i fall inlove too easy but this has the whole romeo and juliet thing going on! eyes across a crowded room...has all the makings of a bad romance movie.
I'm a bit giggly, he just took me out for dinner and we had champagne and its made my head go a bit fuzzy! I keep giggling and i'm now being massaged....Its so yummmy!

The smouldering good looks badguys are good but not the evil evil ones unless you like it kinky. Which i don't. not anymore.

I'm looking after him Existential elevator, sorry he hasnt been in touch sooner, i've been keeping him busy.

Isn't he polite and nice and so lovely!

To be honest I wasn't JUST drinking...i was a bit more hammered than that. If you catch my meaning... sorry.

You never know, i could be busty. I was distracted at the time i'm sorry. i meant busy. I have recently invested in something to improve my bust...if your interested...

LOOOOOOOVE

Glad you're happy at the moment
if cheesy romance films happen to do it for you


That's no fun

As long as he's safe and happy, it's all good

Very well spoken, indeed Does he have a name? I feel bad refering to a proverbial "he". What's he studying and stuff? [he's a student, right?]

You should know better by now than to get into that kind of nasty stuff...

Well, if you want to share beauty tips...

How are you? How is uni and things? Sorry i didn't ask before but is it going well?
I love a good bit of cheesy romance, i just love being looked after.
I'm not that tipsy anymore though...just on love

Only sometimes

He is my wonderful baby and i love him.

he is the proverbial 'he'- he's worthy of it anytime! His name is Seth and he's a student studying environmental science.

Seth has only taken them for fun before. He has no idea of my past and i'm hoping its gonna stay that way. I only took a couple...promise...

I bought a corset...its so tight, seth says its sexy... i have dark hair so...is blue a colour that'd suit me? What do you think?

I'm fine, tired and a bit stressed if honest. I now spend the bulk of my life cleaning up after menfolk.. Do you guys have some chip in your brain that makes you think it's okay to leave milk out overnight? And some kind of blindspot for leaving the oven covered in miscellaneous red stuff? I swear... But yeah, that aside, it's been pretty good, met a fair few nice people.. but as yet no romance in the water Lucky thing you



brilliant!

Oooh, Seth, that's a cool name Sounds like a heavy course, too

...You have to be open about /some/ things though. And things like this may start off as "just fun" and "only a couple", but they don't always stay that way for long. I don't mean to get all naggy on you, I'm just worried for you, is all. Just be careful, okay?

Ooo, that is pretty sexy
Well, the sky is blue, so you should wear blue too Yeah, blues go well with dark hair, a nice rich or a dark blue would be cool

I'm clean...But i do agree that blokes (as in the straight 'oi c'mere bird type) do tend to be complete and utter idiots and allergic to any form of cleaning. I know, i've known a few.
Oooh! people! what are they like? anyone hot? anyone cool? anyone...avoidance-worthy? haha!
Don't stress out too much sweet thing, it'll all work out. xx

don't laugh at my tendencies of kink...

He's reeeeeeally smart! I'm proud to be with him, and truthfully feel kinda dumb sometimes...but only sometimes...the rest of the time he is so nice and lovely and perfect!

...........erm...I'll make him be careful.

It is, its dark blue with black lacey bits and silver stitching. When i bought it, i told the girl in the shop it was for my girlfriend! its so nice and silky and surprisingly comfortable. I need breasts.

Then can't I have you living here instead! I'm sick of scrubbing the oven clean after their icky miscellaneous fried stuff, then finding old milk left out stuck to the glass
Not naming any names, but yeah, a few hotties And a few I'm sure you'd approve of too! It's weird, actually, all of my new friends are guys I think I'm lady-repellent! Not so many "cool" types yet... plenty of ones to avoid though Like the guy who got so drunk the other night that he passed out and, urh, evacuated his bowels.
Hope so Need s I'm deprieved!

*coughs* happen to share them *coughs*

Awwwwwwwwwwwwh How cute

Please do... I worry, you know...!

Sounds very cool
Ooo ooo, get some fakies, lol! You can get the gel thingummies, they like implants but, urh, well not "in" anything, lol. Kind of like chicken fillets in a way

Stuck to the glass?!! Ewwwwwwwww! I totally understand your revulsion! Why don't you just ask to be moved?

Oooh!! details babe details!

Wish i could real hug you

Glad to know someone does! I like the whole tied up helpless thing...you?

Sorry if i'm rubbing it in...but i'm just so happy right now...

Its nice that your worrying about seth...(have you noticed that i'm avoiding the subject...?)

Yeah but won't they show in a low cut top and look really false? Can i tell you something really kinda embarrassing?

Because I wanted it done today! Seriously, the guy responsible for that does nothing! He just /sits/ there. Arrgh! I tried just /leaving/ his stuff, but it annoys me too much, old frying pan grease and stuff

ooooh, I wouldn't want to speak so soon I'll let you know the gossip when it's hot off the press!



Well, I'm a "V" word, but doesn't mean I can't dream... but yeah...

No, no! Be haaaaaaaaaaaaaapppppy!!

Yes, I have noticed...
Skyeeeeee.... You /will/ be careful, right? It's you I'm worried more about!

You'd need to get the cut just right...And if you get smaller ones it won't look too false. You don't want to end up with Double Fs looking like a real cabaret trannie!
Go ahead...

Put it on his head, steal his wallet and go out for a drink.

But you said they were hOt...describe...please



I wish i was. Seth was until recently... I'm being nice and gentle for him. I do like being pushed around though...dunno why.

I am!!!

...................................(thats an awkward silence)

I really like wearing it...it doesnt feel weird at all. I've always been comfortable being the way i am but now i'm feeling different. I've never had a problem with the body god gave me but now i wanna dress it differently...i bet you think thats really strange don't you...

... Nah, there'd be nothing /in/ his wallet, he /is/ Irish

Hot by my terms, maybe not by yours... you like your men muscular, right?



Probably an adrenaline thing... Do you happen to like roller coasters and stuff?

Yay!

Be careful, okay? Promise me that one thing.

No, no that's not strange at all I like to play dress-up-as-a-man when the mood hits [can't really call that drag or transvestism in a lady, noone thinks of it that way]. Nah, it's cool, do what feels good!