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Honey I'm home
Posted Feb 17, 2005
And what an interesting week its been let alone the homecoming (spending a night outside kings cross with 3 prozzies, a hobo, a drunk, a druggy, a businessman who'd been robbed by a prozzie and a guy whod been kicked off his plantation). Well where to start? At the beginning of course. Well in no particular order or detail ask if you want ive not got the time atm.
1) Visited Holly
2) Lost my hair and beard
3) Saw Grenoble
4) Saw Vera Drake
5) Saw Annecy
6) Spent a very uncomfortable night in London
Toodlepips for now
Forget Columbus, Lost your culture Therapy? Disgracelands
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In France
Posted Feb 8, 2005
speak to you all soon
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A failure
Posted Feb 3, 2005
Baby you're a failure
you think ending it all would help?
be serious
you've not got the guts
you wake each morning crying
its what you do best
you can't change it
you're alone
going to bed staring at the hallogen
nice try
you wont go blind
youll look in that mirror in the morning
it'll still be you
trying is what you do best
failure is all you can expect
why try for more?
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I'm scared
Posted Jan 29, 2005
A man shaped foetus on the bed
shaking
convulsing
a tear dreanched pillow
a puffy red face
you really are a disgrace boy
its colder it seems
my stomach is stabbing me
icicle knives
flying through my soul
teeth chattering
you do this to me
spinal shivers
matted hair
quivering lips
bloodshot eyes
deep breaths deep breaths come on
sigh
no more tears
salty lips
nose run hands clasped to
a bubbling face
a blubbing mound of human blubber
im scared im terrified
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your empty and you know it
Posted Jan 27, 2005
acid bathing away the pain
scouring away those feelings
your empty and you know it
its like a kick in the nuts
losing breath and all sense
trying to grasp the air
your empty and you know it
its a slip in the shower
a loose paving slab
a tear soaked tissue
spit bubbles of fear
your empty and you know it
crying at your reflection
solitude the scariest times of all
pacing neon lit streets
staring at a screen
a modern zombie of the nation
your empty and you know it
does just existing fill that void?
you know it wont
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