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A re-evaluation
Posted Nov 17, 2004
i lost myself in your memories
now its time to retrieve myself for me
i can lift myself to my dreams
youll try but you can never steal them from me
thats my power
under my sleepless nights
thats how you keep me down
your influence to disrupt
flying to my hopes
soaring into the endless skies
you are just a cloud on a horizon already gone
another day is born
i lost myself in sorrow
no more
its my turn now
its your turn to leave
its my turn to glide oncemore
ill let the winds of fortune take me away from you
you siren on the rocks
go drag some other soul down
devour them
you tried and failed
trap them in your dreams
for nightmares were they to me
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asphalt dreams
Posted Nov 16, 2004
wire wool mind
cotten bud sanity
nail picking ideas
lightshade romance
sinkhole love
dustbin lust
left over
washed up
faded and torn
screwed up
slopped out
neon angels
glaring disorder
sharing moments
warmed up soul
persistant buzzing
shattered heart
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i hate myself
Posted Nov 10, 2004
it doesnt matter what you say unlewss yu casn change me i am still me and i hate ity aklll iw ant tod ie
the giel i love doesnmt wnat me and never will
im better off dead
night nifght
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Latest reply: Nov 10, 2004
I'll only make it worse
Posted Nov 8, 2004
Once again you took me in your hands
I cant believe it
not again
sandblasting your soul
scraping to clear out the hole
I know you're hurting
I won't help you tho
I'll only make it worse
torn edges
flailing heart
life juices pumping
swelling to seal
disgorging in relief
I know you're hurting
I won't help you tho
I'll only make it worse
regrets
choices
not again
i can't
please
I know I'll only make it worse
I'll only make it worse
eyeless faces
mindless
sold to the first bidder
its such a shame
shes so pretty
but they always are
at least shes at peace for the minute
I can't help you
I'd die to try
I'd live to unify your broken parts
I know you're hurting
I won't help you tho
I'll only make it worse
regrets
choices
not again
i can't
please
no
no
not again
not again
please no more
cant you see? I'm at peace now
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Lightshade Romance
Posted Nov 7, 2004
Lightshade romance
youll find an inviting eyelash
under the table
long
gently curved
its a memory of the old days
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