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You meant nothing in the end
Posted Dec 5, 2004
you meant nothing in the end
my love is for another
a love undeserved
i am unworthy
i will be composed of her
i cannot resist
ive desired it
she loves another
i find him undeserving
yet ill never live up to him
how much drink can i consume
to hide myself in?
its not worth it
its not worth it
its not worth it
and nor are you
let my liver freeze
let my heart shiver
its all a sliver
from you into my depths
its not worth it
its not worth it
its not worth it
and nor are you
ill be dead before you realise
you cant control me anymore
nice try
goodbye
youve failed
she'll never love me
and yet she'll free me
from your tyranny
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morning to dust
Posted Nov 25, 2004
Everyday is the same
another sullied breath of fettered air
constant flickering eyes
neons shining
mind disolving
portal eyes
lipless
listless
anaemia
sweat laden sheets
dribble dowsed pillows
screaching alarm
mind cut into
a hair covered arm
a crinkled brow
scraggy beard
morning rise
miday break
tea for all
but what to sate the hungering eyes?
what to reawaken hope?
switch on
stepping in
scoulding
frozen
lukewarm
scrubbing away the years
washing tissues into the collection box below
from dust to dust
from earth were we born
to it shall we return
ashes to ashes?
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Latest reply: Nov 25, 2004
Ow!!!!
Posted Nov 22, 2004
Had wisdom tooth yanked out
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Latest reply: Nov 22, 2004
magazine pretty
Posted Nov 19, 2004
hollowed eyes
blank expression
pulsating
heart foaming
take a hit
forget the clicks
magazine pretty
youll remember in the morning
thats why you try to forget
theyll say they love you
but they only want your body
remove the consciousness
thatll make it easier
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Latest reply: Nov 19, 2004
youd forgotten hadnt you?
Posted Nov 19, 2004
its all too much
its the same again
i wanted something different
fat chance
worn jeans
another exasperated expression
chip paper smothered
haddock choked
broken bottles
empty cans
the view never changes
it just gets colder
half eaten
racked soul
battered
video porn
caption on
sound off
its a waste
sort out your life
youd forgotten
what its like
hadnt you?
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Latest reply: Nov 19, 2004
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