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Well the cannabis did (in the head) - the nicotine would have done and the alcohol has on many occasion . High on life doesn't work at mo'. Am on tabs for depression. Though they're working I still think lifes gonna get me again sometime. But you got to laugh <- that's me laughing and is good aswell.

No-ones called me enigmatic before - many may have thought it but none have said it. As for a kind heart, perhaps too trusting would be more like it. Past girlie-type friends have accused me of boringness but I'm just not into straight forward "let's go out for a drink. Now let's go see that couple. Now let's go to this video-store......" Spontaneous stuff is what I is into. A bit of planning but that always come into paying bills and shopping et al. Oh well, I know what I mean....!

Gosh, I'm writing alot again. I feel like I'm on some dating website . Just remembered I put down, on one dating website once, that my ideal place for a first date would be an RSPB hide . no takers there then....!

Haven't even mentioned , or 's. Well is playing dead on patio. likewise but in her bed. 's singing and-a playing as usual. No Yellowhammer sighting just it's call today.

See you later meduck (Lincs talk )

Me

Depression isn't easy to cope with is it.One of my friends has suffered from bouts of depression for several years,it cost her a marriage,and a lot of people just don't understand just how badly it can affect you.She actually manages her illness quite well for long periods of time then out of the blue it hits her.Making decisions is really hard for her and it could just be a simple decision like what to have for lunch.Sometimes she just retreats into her shell for a few months and wants to be alone.To the outside world she looks like a bright attractive women but inside she can be so sad,but the good news is she still has loyal friends and the periods in between depressions are longer and longer.So the future looks quite bright now she knows she can manage and cope with life despite depression.
So hang on in there,because there are people who understand and care.
Think you have to believe in yourself a little moreand my Yoga guru always tells us to one's self because if you don't love yourself how can you expect others too.
You love nature and wildlife,you are kind and and.You have a sense of humour and you are sensible because you gave up all that stuff that was bad for youOh and you know some great quotesLife can get us all but just keep trying to and you will be
Wildamethyst

for kind words. You're a

Can be difficult though when your own family doesn't get it and thinks you're not as bad as you really are. I get asked the same questions over and over again about it 'cos they never got the answer the last time and I have to really grit my teeth to stop gettin with 'em.

But anyways thanx again for words

Haven't got any exciting stories to relate at mo'. un asleep. was trying to kill a cardboard folder (!) earlier. It's all wet now with her saliva but it's safe from her

Later
Yam

I know people think you are alright because they can't see a visible sign of illness,a broken leg and they would sympathise,but depression is very misunderstood by lots of people.Still many people know of someome who suffers and do understand!Hang on in there
Have the afternoon off from collegeso am off on the train for a little retail therapy,a case of having to because I have another family wedding next month.
For some reason am not at all hungry today am usual starving by lunch time
I it when 's attack things ,they look so serious before they pounce.Sensible having a snooze.
Hope I get back in time for a potter in the garden
Wildamethyst

Just to say Hi and hope you are alrightYam.

Hello, hello

I'm fine (kinda) but the PC isn't. Main processor keeps getting to hot and stopping. Sometimes works, mainly doesn't. Hope I can type this b4 it goes again.

Money will make it work properly.

Hope you are fine un dandy and thanx for encouragement.



Hopefully speak soon - take care

Yam

Hello Yam,I was worried about you am glad it is your PC that is not well instead of you that is
No PC and fix it quickly
Come back as soon as you can(I thought you may had been on holiday)
Say hello to and for me
Wildamethyst