h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I now feel really quite ill in my head. Its like something ripping apart inside it. Even the vodka doesn't stop it.

And of course its just so embarrassing to be a highly intelligent person and not be able to cope with these things. It gets ridiculous. If my father sends me something connected to money or investments he has to spell out what I need to do like for a three year old.

When he's dead I'll get an business adviser/accountant to do everything for me.

And the more i try to look at this stuff the more it recedes into a muddled haze. At least its not everything otherwise I'd be worried I was getting Alzheimer's.

I'm never going to be properly well again.

I simply cannot wait for the day the Union breaks up. I just hope to god I live to see it.

Get rid of that cold dour whining lot from north of the border. No wonder my great grandfather came south to Kent.

Yeah Newton Stewart is a pretty little town on the west coast of Scotland..but its much warmer and friendlier down here.

And we don't have their stupid sectarianism.

But it'd be nice to keep the Welsh with us....I think?

What I hate about this place is that you can be having fun on a thread and someone will turn up with no other intention other than to sabotage that. His anti English bile was entirely designed to rile.

Tarantoes is right. it's very harsh here. And of course it can divide people, because some will see it and some won't. It's out and out destructiveness.

And I hate him for his right wing capitalist stuff. I wish to god he would just disappear.

I wonder what it is that motivates people to set out with no other intention but to wreck something good?

I have a million faults but that's not one of them.

I think it has to do with a fundamental emptiness inside.

And starting this thread was the very best thing I could have done for myself. Its such a relief to say what I really feel rather than bottling up stuff and then taking it out on people.

And I'm never going to be well again. How to come to terms with that? I can't even cry properly. And i just want to smash everything up.

And as is pointed out his whole modus operendi is 'mocking'. What must it be like to ever think so uncreatively? And he's caused problems of late for tarantoes.

And I just saw his post on the lesbian thread.

i detest men of that kind.

I can't believe I woke up at 5am feeling so aggressive. But its best to accept it. I might back in touch with my feminine side later?

And I still want to smash everything up. Thank god I started this thread

Going offline now.

And I'm not going to avoid this thing any longer. Well I can't avoid it..it's coming out so strong. It might even be the death of me.

The cat just came in for breakfast though.

I'm having poached egg on toast.

God it's a relief to write stuff here.

I must have the most depressing journal in the history of h2g2.

2 billion years of the evolution of life on earth..and we've come to this.

I do hope I can keep channeling it all into words. No love worth having around.

Well yes there's plenty. But none for me.

We have this tiny little window of 3 score and ten and we're all too scared to talk about our real feelings in this stupid horrible society.

I want to let rip about more stuff..but can't think of anything at present

I think the gentler side of my nature is returning...

Actually there's plenty but I probably couldn't say it on the BBC.

It's a lot to do with sex Well as Tiggy says...if its not to do with food or shelter it will be to do with sex. Those are the three things everything is to do with.