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Five years later
Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") Started conversation Dec 27, 2006
I awoke this morning with terror in my heart. Today marks 5 years since I attempted to take my life. Today is worse than the previous December 27s and I think I know why.
I tried to kill myself because I was losing the woman that I loved at the time. Now, I am in love with a woman who completes me, the woman who is my soulmate and I am deathly afraid of ever losing her.
Everything is great between me and Jen but, I think I will always fear losing her, for any reason. I called her after waking up and she told me this: "Think of things this way, you have had your life for the past 5 years, you have accomplished a lot in that time. Think of what you have now, not what you didn't have then. You have a job, you have the kids, you have found God again, and you have me." Well, it was something like that anyway.
It is difficult to think on the positive today, it is not everyday that you are reminded that you tried to take your life on this day. I am doing the best I can though. I am trying to think of the positive. I do have 2 wonderful kids, I do have God in my life again and stronger than ever, and I have the most wonderful woman on the face of the planet, in the universe.
For those who read this, pray that I will have the strength I need to get through this day, those who don't pray please send good thoughts for me.
Five years later
Teuchter Posted Dec 27, 2006
Sending you good thoughts 
Take your strength from all those things you mentioned - you're much stronger now.
Look outward and forwards - not backwards.
Life has a lot to offer you - and you have a lot to offer in return. 
Five years later
Hypatia Posted Dec 27, 2006
Teuchter's right, you are stronger now. Plus now you know you can get through about anything. Try not to think about the past. You have a great future ahead with Jen.
Five years later
Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") Posted Dec 27, 2006
Thanks Teuchter and Hypatia.
Five years later
Lentilla (Keeper of Non-Sequiturs) Posted Dec 27, 2006
GDZ, you're a different person now than you were five years ago. We shed our selves as the years go by, rather like a snake shedding its skin. You're stronger, more resilient, you have a strong spiritual side - and that will get you through the dark times. Take care of yourself - you deserve it.
Five years later
Santragenius V Posted Dec 28, 2006
Not very good at praying - but I am sending you a good shipment of happy and supporting thoughts!
Five years later
Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") Posted Dec 28, 2006
Thanks Lentilla, Sol and Santra!
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STRANGELY STRANGE ( A brain on a spring ) Posted Dec 28, 2006
Yep thinking of you too, aniversaries can be bad, but you are doing really well in your life at the moment and have things to cherish. Perhaps the aniversary can actually be a way of looking at how well things have worked out so be a positive thing.
Best wishes.
Five years later
Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am... Posted Dec 28, 2006
I'm rubbish at appropiate words for this kind of thing so I'll just transmit good vibes in your general direction.
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Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") Posted Dec 30, 2006
I am doing very well, thanks!
Five years later
Teuchter Posted Dec 30, 2006
That's great news.
You've been in my thoughts over the last few days.
Five years later
Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") Posted Dec 30, 2006
I seem to be over that particular hump. Having the love of a good woman has helped a lot.
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Five years later
- 1: Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") (Dec 27, 2006)
- 2: Teuchter (Dec 27, 2006)
- 3: Hypatia (Dec 27, 2006)
- 4: Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") (Dec 27, 2006)
- 5: Lentilla (Keeper of Non-Sequiturs) (Dec 27, 2006)
- 6: Sol (Dec 27, 2006)
- 7: Santragenius V (Dec 28, 2006)
- 8: Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") (Dec 28, 2006)
- 9: STRANGELY STRANGE ( A brain on a spring ) (Dec 28, 2006)
- 10: Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am... (Dec 28, 2006)
- 11: Teuchter (Dec 30, 2006)
- 12: Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") (Dec 30, 2006)
- 13: Teuchter (Dec 30, 2006)
- 14: Good Doctor Zomnker (This must be Tuesday," said GDZ to himself, sinking low over his Dr. Pepper, "I never could get the hang of Tuesdays.") (Dec 30, 2006)
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