h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I have decided that life can be a real pain in the a** sometimes. Things have a way of sneaking up on you and i really ing hate that.
I am learning that my obsession with music is a very sharp double edged sword. It can cheer me up as well as throw me right back into the grieving process..even if it is 6 yrs later.
Who would have thought one song could do that but it seems this one has the touch.

Unfortunely i have and have always had the ability to just know the melody and words for a song i have heard once even if i was doing a million things at the time and didnt realize there was music playing, so it isnt like i can just not let myself hear the song and things will go away.

All of this sux and right now i am mad at the world for all of it.
I didnt like this the 1st time I dont like it now. I want the same thing I wanted then and there is nothing thats going to give it to me now.
I just want my best friend back, I want him not to be sick and I want things to be normal.
I want a time machine.

dont know what went on with the subj line there thats what i get for not previewing it

Hi LF, I am not sure of the type of pain/loss that you are referring to, but ther is a couple of articles started that may help, and you may also contribute to if it helps to release. A1070524 and A1069670 , both are still needing work but are still able to convey a message(hope the proper one for you).




pedboy

Hi pedboy

Thanks for the links i will take a look at them.
I guess i should have mentioned that when i was writing i just didnt think of it at the time.
My best friend Grant passed away 6 yrs ago. A song i recently heard has made it seem that the process of dealing with his death has started all over again.
So now I am just trying to survive this again and figure out why the process feels like it is starting all over again.