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Post 1

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

True to tell
Things are just swell
Here in the Seventh Level of Hell

True to say
Things are just gay
Here in Hell I'll stay

smiley - peacedove


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Post 2

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I was never quite human
I just can’t change
But I can cut this poison out
Out from my veins
Can let loose the blood and razor blades
But I still will have lost her

I am weak and without hope
I can never change
But I can cut this hollow out
Out from deep within me
Can let loose the blood and razor blades
But I still will have lost her

smiley - peacedove


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Post 3

zendevil


You are NOT going to get her back by cutting yourself.

zdt


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Post 4

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I think I noted that in my crappy little poem.
I don't feel like cutting or burning anyway. I feel like slitting my throat or washing down all my meds with a bottle of Southern Comfort.
I keep getting this image in my mind of me bleeding to death at her door. Which bothers me as that's a rather selfish and pathetic way to go about killing myself. But it seems there's a part of me that wants to do it that way.smiley - erm

smiley - peacedove


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Post 5

Milla, h2g2 Operations

Stay here on hootoo with us, we'll do all we can to get you through the bad times.

And suicide seems to me very selfish in all its forms smiley - erm.

Let's be friends instead? I realised this place is where most of my social life is, so you are not alone in that either. smiley - hug

smiley - towelMilla


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Post 6

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

Oh Stealth smiley - hug please stay with us here smiley - cuddle suicide will not resolve it, you can and will get through this I just hope we can help you do so smiley - hugsmiley - peacedove


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Post 7

Scandrea

Come on, Stealth, we'll do what we can. smiley - cuddle


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Post 8

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

Stealth, friend, if you comitt suicide I'll f***** kill you smiley - huhsmiley - erm no that isn't right <cuddle. don't do it, stay with us, with your friends, the worrld is a shit hole full of f*****g shit heads and tossers, we can only ride on their surf above them, and so far my friend you like I seem to be doing so, just keep that head above the scum of their waters


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Post 9

Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to"

I's love you hun. Wether you believe it or not I's do. smiley - cuddle


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Post 10

Cry_Havoc

Same here, bud. If you go, what's to keep the rest of us from being like lemmings? Don't go, ok? I would miss you too much, and I know you would miss ME!smiley - biggrin
smiley - smooch


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Post 11

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I miss you Stephanie. I miss you.smiley - cuddle

Thank you 2legssmiley - hug

smiley - cuddleCali.

smiley - peacedove


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Post 12

Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to"

*cuddle*


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Post 13

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*Holds her*
Can you/Will you e mail me?
smiley - peacedove


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Post 14

Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to"

Yeah, I will....


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Post 15

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*Sigh*

smiley - peacedove


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Post 16

Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to"

and did already


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Post 17

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I guess I'll go looking for it then...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 18

Cry_Havoc

I did too!!!!smiley - hug


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Post 19

Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to"

Did'ja find it??? smiley - cuddle


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Post 20

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I did, but got disconnected before I could reply and figured it was time I tried to get some sleep...

smiley - peacedove


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