h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Ok I'm just bookmarking though something will be added later.

On behalf of DD.

Where will I start?

Imagine your in bed with someone having just shagged them. Yeah that's a good starting point. And like you have done for the last 2 years you know it's not to go any further than the four walls of that room, that in public nobody id to know about you, even though he looks at you in a certain way at times which you know means he cares and at others he looks at you to say don't say it. However whereas when you started to date he was in control and confident but you knew at the time you wanted it kept secret too. However in the two years you grew and he didn't seem to and you were telling others of you sexuality but he still couldn't or wouldn't.

Well as you lie there you realise that you are sick of it. You're sick of the lies, and the hiding and the secret rendez vous and never really going out together, in case someone we know sees us together. The leaving the buildings we do meet in, in two cars and head off to somewhere we furtively discussed at some point earlier on. So you turn to him and say all this and he gets mad. Only a couple of weeks earlier you were joking with friends how good it was to be with someone and how if you got to get through the next awkward 2 months diary wise you'd enjoy the long, cold nights again.

So there you are and he says 'You F****** know I can't do that, and you know you can't do that. Neither of us can really tell our parents so what's the point telling anyone else.' Well seeing as since thne mine parents do now know we know that one was a lie. Anyway the argument progresses and he kicks me out of the bed and tells me to leave, and never come back. So I look back and say 'Come on be fair to me here' he reaches over to the floor nad throws my clothes at me and tells me to go again. Then get really mad and reaches for a bottle and almost throws it at me. So I get dressed and leave less than 30 minutes that shook my world.

He was the first and something always drew me back to him, we ended up together one more thime after that and this time I walked out on my own terms, leaving him to smart. It may have been cruel. I was fooloish, I lost the b/f I had at the time, but after being more or less used for 2 years it sure felt good. Possibly the hardest break I've ever had but not the only one.

Aw, <<<<>>>>

You know, whilst all men are b******s, they're not all b******s!

You'll find someone capable of loving you as much as you love them, and as much as you deserve!

men. men. not me. men.

Whatever it sounds like very sound advise though, thanks Tony.

...a very wise man once said it to me...

I'd like to meet this sage some day.

From what I've heard, wise men say "near a tree by a river there's a hole in the ground where an old man or arran goes around and around" but that doesn't sound very wise to me...

What was the subject of the hidden posting? And was it really rude?

Your guess is as good as mine.