This is a Journal entry by Ace Rimmer [pretending]

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Post 1

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

God I'm depressed right now.


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Post 2

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Why's that then?


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Post 3

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

So many reasons, school, my friends are a***oles, christams is so far away, my friends, theres no snow, my friends again, me not being brave in the slightest way, making it impossible to try and get friendly with the one person i want to.


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Post 4

spook

i felt depressed when i had that problem. then i got a lot more shittier problems and it didn't seem so bad.

it'll all come together for you in a couple of years. there's this cycle when things work out for you after GCSEs.

spook


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Post 5

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I take it that this 'one person' is of the female persuasion?


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Post 6

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Err spook... are you saying don't worry now 'cause you'll have a lot more bigger things to worry about?

Not very optimistic!


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Post 7

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

Well, uhmmm, y'know, she, uh I mean, uhhmmm... yes she is.


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Post 8

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Ah... better take your chance now then, so you aren't smegged after you both leave school, and then you might never know.


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Post 9

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

Nah, trust me, I know I'm beeing a total idiot not even daring to talk to her, but unfortunately being an idiot is what I do best.


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Post 10

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She doesn't have a metal nose does she? No rivets? smiley - biggrin


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Post 11

spook

well, yes, i guess i sort of am. there is a certain transition you get from the world you know to the world you don't, and whatver form that transition takes, it's gonna bring a hellova lot of problems.

on to this girl, i advise you just go for it and ask her, but don't worry about rejection. would you rather be rejected, or have the feeling of a missed opportunity on your midn for the rest of your life. rejection brings a decision, and answer, a finality to the question.

spook


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Post 12

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

Nope
(Not that you would notice anyway)


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Post 13

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You wouldn't notice if she had a metal nose???

Through a pebble. If it goes 'click' then it's a fair bet it's metal.



You could do the old tell a mate who tells a mate of the girl who'll tell the girl situation.


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Post 14

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I mean throw a pebble... *ahem*


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Post 15

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

Yes I considered that, the only backside is, that my friends are, well... back-stabbing dishonest unrespecting conservative unsensetive ba**ards who would sell their right kidney for such a good angle at making my life miserable for an additional 3 months.


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Post 16

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These are your 'friends' eh?

Come on then... *pulls up a bar stool and sits to bar room music and wipes a glass*

How are your pals backstabbing etc.s?


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Post 17

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

I only got 3 more months, then they're outta here.
The trouble is, I really dont know anythin about her, I have no idea what to do, and of course, I cant speak to anyone about it, apart from here coz, well, what damage could it do here, non of my "friends" ever log on here.


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Post 18

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I see...


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Post 19

Ace Rimmer [pretending]

My friends are idiots, but my alternatives are even worse so...


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Post 20

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Well the easiest answer to type would be: get more friends.


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