This is a Journal entry by fundamentallyflawed

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Post 21

fundamentallyflawed

Hellosmiley - hug


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Ellen

How are you holding up dear? *sends smiley - love*


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fundamentallyflawed

Not too badly. I'm ok on my own but I know I'll have a very hard time when I have to go see everyone.


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jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

Yeah I can undestand that! smiley - hug I remember the feeling. smiley - erm


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fundamentallyflawed

I think I'd better get to bed now folks. I may not be able to get on here tomorrow but I'll try.

Nighty-night.smiley - cuddle


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jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

night hun, sweet dreams!smiley - cuddlesmiley - peacedove


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teri_whoo_77 *Goddess of Whoo* American Ambassador to the Council of Thing (Slightly Odd, Mostly Mellow, Rather Risque)

smiley - rose I am very sorry to hear about the death of your grandmother. Don't beat yourself up, I'm sure she knew that you loved her very much. This is a very difficult thing to go through (I've recently been through it with both of my g-ma's), but try to focus on the joy, love, and comfort you brought each other. Remember the things about your grandmother that you loved and respected the most, and then commit them to you in your own life. That will help keep her alive in your heart always. smiley - cuddle


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fundamentallyflawed

smiley - tasmiley - cuddle

I'm going to the viewing tomorrow or the day after. The funeral is Thursday. I was just at a funeral on Saturday too.smiley - sadface I think the hardest part will be seeing everyone, especially my grandfather.smiley - cry


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Ducky - Chief CPU CEO: The Right Hon. Ms Ducky, QC, PDQ, PMT, ADHD et al.

smiley - hug


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aka Bel - A87832164

smiley - rosesmiley - cuddle


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cynthesis

Hi ff!smiley - hug

I was thinking of you and your family today, hoping that all went well at the funeral service for your grandmother. It's never easy saying goodbye to someone that you love very much.*sigh*

Sometimes the farewell ritual shared with those who care can be a necessary step in the process of grieving. Comfort can come from sharing memories and acknowledging the love that all of you were connected with through the life of your grandmother. Her memory will always live on in all your hearts and I hope that those memories will always greatly enrich your lives.smiley - rose

smiley - peacedoveWishing you comfort and peace. Oh, and smiley - choc!

smiley - cuddle


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jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada)

Well said cynthesis!smiley - cuddle No it's never easy...I know from too many experiences. Thinking of you & wishing you strength 'n'all!smiley - rose


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Post 33

fundamentallyflawed

smiley - ta everybodysmiley - hug

I'm staying at my grandfathers for a while. I've been here since Thursday. It was not a very fun day. The service was very nice though and definately did her justice. I don't really feel like going into too much more detail right now but I'll tell you all about it soon enough.


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zendevil


Take it easy.

Thinking of you.

smiley - love

zdt


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fundamentallyflawed

How are you, Yoda and The Bloody Knee lately?smiley - hug


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zendevil


Hiya!

Yoda is fine, noticed a couple of grey hairs on her yesterday & she also has saggy tummy, so took great delight in telling her she is now middle aged. She sneered & ran upstairs.

The Bloody Knee is certainly better for having been sliced open & unwanted bits scooped out. It's not perfect by any means, doubt i will ever run a marathon, or even to the smiley - busstop, but i can at least get upstairs & walk to the shops now.

As for me....hmmm.... that's a tricky one. Basically i am just in confusion about the viking stuff. Latest is text messages "you are too good for me", which in my experience is the classic "i want to finish this & am looking for an excuse"; which is fine, but could genuinely be "i realise what a selfish little toad i have been, won't you help me change please?"

Ah well. All i can do i think is just get on with other stuff in my life & let him fester, or arrive, or not arrive, whatever. He is being relegated to the sidelines till he makes his silly mind up what he wants.

Got a phone call this morning (morning?smiley - yikes) from a guy in a band who wants to bring me a CD which i pass on to Harry so they can possibly get a gig at the Hotel. I emailed Harry & also said "can i come & bring it personally & hide away there for a couple of days?"

I honest to gaod need a break.

So, how are you?

zdt


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fundamentallyflawed

That's a nasty thing to get as a text message. You really need to hear his tone for something like that.smiley - erm I'm sure it'll work out fine, whatever it means.

I hope you get that break. You've definately earned it!smiley - ok


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abbi normal "Putting on the Ritz" with Dr Frankenstein

Just leaving a hug for FF , since I have not been around and sounds like you could use one!smiley - hug

Glad the service was nicesmiley - rose

Write about what ever you feel like, when you feel like it.
We will be here.
smiley - lurk


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fundamentallyflawed

smiley - ta Abbi. I haven't been around much either and now I have loads of backlog!smiley - yikessmiley - laugh


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zendevil


Ah, backlog makes the world go round....or the head spin...or something: whatever. Give the smiley - bunnysmiley - bunny an ear snuggle from me & here's a smiley - hug for you!

take care, squeak soon,stay zen.

zdt


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