This is a Journal entry by MessyJessie--defying description daily

here I am, alive

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MessyJessie--defying description daily

I ran into someone (another car, not a pedestrian) with my car yesterday, which means my insurance will go up again, I'm sure.

This isn't the first time. I am a really bad driver. I wish I lived someplace where I could walk everywhere important. Southern California is not that place, not even close.

I just don't pay attention! At least this time, though, I didn't freak out and start bawling. I took it in stride, with little outward angst. Of course I am disappointed with myself, and concerned about the future, but I have more acceptance than usual, I suppose. That's progress, I tell myself. I was pretty subdued last night, though, and couldn't fall asleep for ages.

No one was hurt, thank God. I could't handle that, probably. I should be thankful. I am. Really. But I still feel like an idiot.


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