happiness can be anyone's

i am a girl, 23 years of age, who, four months ago, became a mother.
it's a crazy thing, to realize that every little thing a baby learns is so simple, and yet so huge and significant.

before i got pregnant, i weighed 105 pounds and i guess i could say i was quite proud of my size and shape, without being very conscious of it. my whole life, i've had an unusually small appetite. i might think i'm so hungry that i could eat a horse. but, when i sit down to eat, i become full after only having eaten the horses foot. but when i became pregnant, something changed in me, and i suddenly realized how people can be so hungry and eat so much. needless to say, i gained a whole 50 lbs on top of the baby's weight. i don't really like the way i look, anymore. i don't fit into any of my old clothes, which i was so anxious to wear. it's also a little cold where i am, so exercising can't really happen for the next couple months, at least. but, my appetite returned to it's original status, and i eat small again.

i know i'll return to my original size, because that's just the way my basic structure wants me to be. but, at the rate i'm going, and with my extremely lazy (but well intentioned) personality, it'll be awhile.

i just wonder if there are any mothers out there who can give me hope that i really can fit into all my favorite clothes again, and get rid of this lagging belly that makes me look pregnant again.



I'm afraid, I will not be near an internetized computer for some time after today, so, worry not if i never answer nary a question, for, i'm just not here.

tootles. :)

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