h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Yeah, you can come stay - provided I can come stay at your place if I'm ever in America (extremely unlikely this side of 2007)

okay!

Thanks!

yeah, no prob!

I got beaten up at school today. I couldn't beleive it. Every one always seems so nice. This dumb @ss named Grand who sit's behind my in spanish cept throwing his ID badge at me. so finlly after about 1000 times of me asking him to stob. I put my foot on the thing so he couldn't grab it. he got all pissed at me. He punched me in the mouth, kicked me, and shoved onto the ground. I'm now very depressed.

OMG! fred that's horrible! are you okay? did he get in trouble?! he's such a bastard! and don't feel bad, he's just screwed up. dude, r u alright????

No yes and no. He didn't get in trouble cause out idiot teacher wasn't wtching, and everyone else was buy talking. Yes, he's a Zarking bastard. And not I'm not alright. My leg is bruised and I have braces so my mouth is cut up. I told my mum. She thinks I'm suicidal or a huge clutz or something. Earlier this week I fell asleep in the car, when my mum put a box of take-out pizza on my lap. In my dream, my legs were on fire. When I woke up and got out of the car my legs really hurt. I found out that this was because I had huge burn marks down my legs from the hot box. THROUGH my jeans! Yes I guess I am a clutz.

awwwww! im sorry!

Fred, I'm so sorry - here's a virtual hug coming your way *hugs Fred*
You sound like you're having a rough time - if you need to talk, I'm here, ok? There's not much else I can do for you over the Internet although I wish there were. Just know I really hate what this Grand guy did to you.
*sigh* Being on another continent can be frustrating sometimes...

wow... this is the first time EVER that the convo about aaron was on the second page...

i just have to let you know that the dance was great and everything... but....

aaron and i are never ever gonna be an "us"... he made that clear... mostly cuz of that joke that f***ing hurt and pissed me off so he thought i didn't trust him... omg i had to wing it so many times after he told me just so he didn't feel so bad for telling me... i was trying so hard not to cry... and guess what? im sure as hell crying now!...

now we're just friends. that's an awful phrase when you think about it... but then again it's not... cuz we're still friends... ugh shakespear was right... parting is such sweet sorrow...

... and maybe it's not so bad, cuz ive got another guy that i've been hopelessly in love with for ten months now... and we have a lot more in common that aaron and i ever did... i mean we both love to snowboard and golf, and we both think napoleon dynamite's the best movie ever, and we have the exact same views on band and we both think it would be awesome to be drum majors when we're seniors, and ya... and he's single too.

...i have this song stuck in my head... it won't go away ... i've still got sand in my shoes, and i can't shake the thought of you. i try to move on, forget you, but i wanna see you again...

ugh... *thinks of part of mark twain quote*




Love like you've never been hurt.
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I think the next part to that is dance like nobodys watching...

"Love like you've never been hurt, dance like nobody's watching" but im only 80% sure.

That sucks what happened with you and aaron...


Sniffles_Mystic_Ice

Yeah, it does. Well, I hope you do well with this other guy - I'm sending a virtual hug to you too *sends virtual hug*

thanx you guys!


and the quote is: "work like you don't need the money, dance like no one is watching, love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth."

i'm trying really hard to stcik with that.... it's difficult though.

and i hope i do well with the other guy too. he's already my friend, and last night he was such a sweetheart about me and aaron breaking up.


again, thanx! *sniffs*
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What's this potential other guy's name?

Jordan.

Cool - Jordan's a very nice name.

yeah i know. it's been my favorite name ever since i met my best friend in virginia. his name was jordan. we played volleyball just about every day at school, and he played violin so that was pretty cool too. and he wanted to play bass! ya... and my other best friend was a better bassist than me. i dunno if she is anymore... right about now she's probably in some gifted arts school somewhere in maryland... we moved to different states the same summer. it sux really bad cuz she was such an awesome person...

hehe tyler's being nice to me now! and troy laughed when i told him that aaron and i are over! haha! and i got a hug from jordan! it kinda hurt... and he picked me up... then again anyone could cos i'm not even nintey pounds... heheh...

but anyways...
aaron read what i wrote saturday nite. he seemed really pissed off today. i didn't talk to him. i didn't want to. even tho we agreed to be friends and all, im just so angry at him. i mean, he didn't have to get more and more distant and then finally call it off three weeks later. that was torture.

and im actually glad it's over cuz there are better guys out there and i know that, maybe he knows it, but i don't give a d... ya... i might wanna see about jordan now... but then again no cuz i asked him if someone liked him for ten months would he want to know and he told me he wouldn't... so... ya...

or i could just make some bravado lie to him... hehe...

then again aaron reads this convo cuz i was dumb enough to give him the adress so i better not say anything else....

ugh... once philip said, "i think i know what's wrong today" i just started breaking down cuz i knew he knew what happened... and it was in strings... i was so sad cuz i had a bass as tall as aaron resting on my side and aaron plays bass... kinda... but he does at heart... that's why i liked him so much. i've never met anyone in my life that's loved the bass as much as i do, and aaron does. something just clicked at the first sectional cuz he brought his.... i've liked him ever since then. dunno if i do now cuz he said there's no connection, no match. i didn't get it, and i honestly didn't want to. i still don't get it...

i just had to post this:

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
did you tell him he's a bastard?

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
cuz he is

Ghost in the Shell says:
yeah

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
what did he say?

Ghost in the Shell says:
thats fine

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
okay

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
so he doesn't care

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
wow i feel loved...

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
i don't get it... do you know anything about why he broke up with me?

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
i need answers! answers damnit! answers1

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
!

Ghost in the Shell says:
weel he says it would be better to break up earlier before you find out about him checking other girls out thats what he said on the way home.... it was something like that anyway and other things i bet

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
i already knew he was

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
and he said i didn't seem to trust him enough!

Ghost in the Shell says:
yep

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
he was joking around constantly that he was cheating on me! i couldn't trust him! and he said it was a test!

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
im sorry but that sort of bullshit doesn't settle for me

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
i want a real reason

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
not some dumbass excuse

Ghost in the Shell says:
sorry

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
no, you don't have anything to be sorry for

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
he does tho

SAXAMAPHONES!!! git-r-done!... love like you've never been hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. says:
his loss anyway, not mine



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i can't stop crying!!!!!!!!

and jordan had to get offline too... i need him so bad; he's the only person i can really talk to about aaron... with everyone else it's just hard. talked to aaron tonite too... he's such an idiot. i can't believe him. i yelled at him (online tho) cuz he was being really inconsiderate and then he left. the test was a lie... he apologized about the joke... my dad found out tonite that he broke up with me... im so mad at him too cuz he was worse than aaron... always stating the obvious... they were the exact same words he used when i couldn't get over my step-grandfather's death a couple years ago... or when i was freakin depressed cuz i had to move to virginia. i have such a bad headache now... i've been crying for about... an hour... gosh i loved him so much and he can't even break up with me without lying. shit... only crying harder...


i better go now... but jordan's gone and i don't have anyone else to talk to... leah just talks about killing him, kenny always tries to change the subject, and mandy... well... she's not exactly the most comforting person... and i just drowned my math homework...

here i go again... everything reminds me of aaron. i can't get over him... he was my friend, then my bf, now we're tryin to be friends again but it's so damn hard especially cuz im... nvm i suddenly forgot what i was gonna say...

ugh... ford killed my nose today... it still hurts...
nice to know, isn't it?

yay! sexysaxamaphone leader is online! he's so much help... he's already helped the crying problem. yay!

(aaron when you read this i hope ur hurt, but knowing you i don't think you would be)

and now i have my cat! yay!!!!!!!!!!

wow it's so nice to know that even philip thinks there are better guys out there

YAY! I AM A COMPUTER GUROO!! and my bro is a dipshit *sorry fred*
but you cant deny the truth!.... uh......... hi
cheers
ford