h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

11--i get home and hello here are my parents waiting for me in the family room and i know i know ive just spent frieking a hundred hours working on highlights stuff this past week and i know ive spent all f*****g day in the office doing highlights stuff and i know ive got f*****g college applications to write and i know that im not a hall employee and i know yes theres something beyond f*****g high school that the paper is not my life that there something called a future called college that i have to think about - i know damn well that i cant just obsess over something and do other peoples work and help out so much that im just someone to step all over - but for the love of god i just cant get it straight- i cant get life straight i try so hard to understand whats going on and i try so hard not to have this college essay i wrote about how important highlights is to me NOT be a paragraph of b******t and i try so hard to have that goddam character i keep writing about in my essays and i try so damn hard to be the best person i want to be but sometimes it just doesnt work and i dont understand why i dont understand why everyones gotta be so uptight and stressed out and -- dry your eyes let the love in there bad times well thats ok well just look for love in here -- listening to pig by dave matthews....itll pass...the stress will pass...the hell will pass...the confusion will pass...and i am so grateful for the people who care about me and the friends who calm my soul and keep me sane...god please give me strength

Hi saffire.Its lee lee.Just wanted to say hello and yes,Ihave been reading your page.As for this last journal entry -calm down girl-dont sweat the small stuff.My dad always tells me that when you really need it-it comes.

heyhey! ok--- i just re-read this journal entry...its a little bit over the top!!! this was, however, written in the middle of the night right after my parents and i had a teeny (well, ok, BIG) frieking-out-session... im not always this crazy...
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-saffire
ps thanks for dropping by

I agree (a tad over the top), but I've been there once or twice in the past.

At least you know (even at the time) that stuff like that comes and it goes. People that don't, well, they just get worse and worse.

Hope this sort of thing doesn't happen very often for you. Life's too short, and all that...

helloooo! i do hope these nervous breakdowns dont happen too often... they are NO FUN at all
on to more exciting things...an english paper ! oh boy oh boy....................
-saffire