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27.07.01
Posted Jul 27, 2001
I think I'm bored of h2g2. 
And I think I will be leaving you now. I'll leave this page as it is. You can find my e-mail address here.
I'm writing some Guide fic under the name of "Star" on [URL removed by moderator] When I've completed something, I might come back to provide a link to my work on this page.
Sorry h2g2. There's no love.. No money... No thrill any more.
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09.07.01
Posted Jul 9, 2001
I'm not so sure about life. I don't have any real and serious problems like some people do, but I have trivial problems that seem real and serious to me.
I see myself as a plain, verging on ugly, girl with a sharp and often quirky sense of humour.
I loose my temper easily and at these times I become selfish, moody and posessive.
Most of the time, I try my best to get on with life despite having no clear set of beliefs.
A lot of the time I feel out of my depth, as though being short has affected my ability to cope with life.
I listen to the lyrics in songs and can almost always find something in my life to relate them to.
I fall in love easily, but it's never true, just lust. I fall out of love slowly but inevitably.
I need to be told several times a minute that I am needed and wanted. My ego is so fragile.
I can work hard, but I'm lazy and I often choose to do the bare minimum I can get away with.
Sometimes I try to see myself as others see me, but not often because it unnerves me.
When my ego blooms, it does it with style and I become completely selfless.
At these times, I often get the feeling that I'm trying to compensate for a tremendous lack of self-confidence.
Most of all, I hate to feel ignored.
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Gunning Down Romance
Posted Dec 16, 2000
Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain
And feelings of aggressions are the absence of the love drug in
Your veins
Love come quickly
Because I feel my self-esteem is caving in
It's on the brink
Love come quickly
Because I don't think I can keep this monster in
It's in my skin
Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt bur rarely seen
Rarely seen
Love I beg you
Lift me up into that privileged point of view
The world of two
Love don't leave me
Because I console myself that Hallmark™ cards are true
I really do
I'm gunning down romance
It never did a thing for me
But heartache and misery
Ain't nothing but a tragedy
Love don't leave me
Take these broken wings
I'm going to take these broken wings
And learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away
I'm gunning down romance
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Uninvited
Posted Dec 2, 2000
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat hard telling
To watch them burn me shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.
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Hmmm.
Posted Dec 2, 2000
Sometimes I just can't function
My heart's spaghetti junction.
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