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Khamsin

I don't know how to say
What I need to say today
After thinking for some time
And going over in rhyme

I have made my own choice
And now I do use my voice
By myself I did decide
And in a few I did confide

That I was having a break
As my creativity does awake
I'll still be here now and again
I need this to keep me sane

My mind is fragile it needs rest
Please at me do not jest
Don't try and convince me otherwise
Do not to the occasion try and rise

I won't be stopped no one can
Not even my greatest HooToo fan
I will be back, and I have a spy
So for me, please do not cry

But I haven't left totally
Please don't think badly of me
I need this time to find my style
Though it may take a while

The fight will be worth it
Once my styles for humans are fit
Coming for the return of the assassin
As a lot in my head is in

smiley - wow Anthea is coming tomorrow, I can't wait to see her again, even though it hasn't been a month yetsmiley - loveblush. Once she is here I shall be cutting down on my Hootoo time, probabily perminantly. But I will still be ACEing and helping out with New Researchers and writing for the post.

My decision to cut down on my hours is due to many factors, but I think the one that need to be most meantioned iss that I want to spend more time developing my writing and poetry and my art. I did a little painting today, but it was many non college relatedsmiley - blush. I ahve been writing a story and it is going so very slowly as I am spreading myself so thin, and I feel like the place I'm least needed and wanted is HooToo, as I can't cut out anything else, asides college and if I did that, then I would be stuffed as I couldnt develop my art as easily. I have only stayed around for so long because of my darling girlfriendsmiley - loveblush who is so surpportive of me, but I have another way of talking to her now without getting eye strain from staring at my monitorsmiley - smiley

My contextual studies tutor has always been busy, but yesterday I finally got a tutorial with himsmiley - wow only been waiting since october. He was amazed by my work, both my 200 word essays(which are so hard, you can't really say anything about 2 paintings in 200 words really) and my sketchbook work. Only problem was that he said he would have to fail me if he did my assessment now, as my sketchbook has no words and my essays have no picturessmiley - laugh I knew I needed to add the things to the oppostite, but wasn't sure how much to write for my sketchbook and my printer has been low on ink to print off the images, so I will have to sort it out... But I showed him my poetry and flashed my story and told him how many I had written and he said that he could see me writing poetry and doing book illustrations for a living smiley - wow. I hadn't told huim that was what I wanted to do, but it is.

All this got me thinking and know I am planning on setting up my own visual resource catalogue, as I will need it. So if you ever see a really nerdy tall guy walking around with a camera taking random snaps of just about anything then that is mesmiley - winkeye

My main drawing impliment at the moment is my biro, ah the wonderful biro, never needs sharpeningsmiley - biggrin shame I can't erase your marks. Yes I know I could use a clicky pencil but tonally and speed wise, it isn't the same. There is something about the deep black lines on the white paper that makes me prefer it, the only problem is that you can't really watercolour over the top, which doesn't matter to me as I can't use paints properly to save my life. The thing with a biro too is that I can do things very expressively, which seems to be my style at the moment and my tutor (visual studies one) likes my work, though I can also do the more labourous technical work, but I will never make a technical illustrator, as my tutors and parents say " you are too creative" this wasn't so a year ago but it is now.

I'm helping with the Assassins Guild Relaunch still(then with the guild when it gets started), as the history for the guild is coming out of my head, it is actually based on a story I am writing at the moment, and its prject name is "The Assassin 1" okay not the most original project name in the world, but it will do for me. I am hoping once the story is illustrated it will be the piece that manages to get me pushed into the real world of writing and Illustration.

I really don't know what to say to you all... I really don't...

If anyone wants to contact me in a hurry, email me, the address is on my PS, I will check that most days, me thinks.

This isn't goodbye, as I can't stay away perminatly so shalom, till we meet again

smiley - earthsmiley - earth Khamsin


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Reefgirl (Brunel Baby)

smiley - cuddle

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, let us know how things go


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Scandrea

smiley - cuddle

Take care!


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Post 4

Khamsin

smiley - smiley thanks, see you all later


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Thursday


Byeeeee... smiley - hug

(Today is now Thursday smiley - magic)


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Spikey

ah a fellow lover of the humble biro, probably the best drawing tool ever


Good luck to you

smiley - cheers


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dusk

*waves wildly incace your far away*

taking random pictures is great fun smiley - biggrin (wishis photo palces developed them quicker, well for the same price)

smiley - goodluck hope it all works out the way you want it.

smiley - cuddle


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Khamsin

smiley - cuddle just on doing a little research for an essay or two.


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Thursday


Have fun smiley - biggrin


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Dr Anthea - ah who needs to learn things... just google it!

dont worry, I'll make sure he dosnt work himself too hard smiley - evilgrin


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Lorelei Ga'fen - Jedi;Lori Pendragon - theif,assassin,& witch - see Brokeback Mountain!4 Baftas!

Have fun and good luck,Kham.smiley - cuddlesmiley - goodluckJust don't let Anthea tie you up to often,and don't do anyhting I wouldn't do...

And whenever - if ever - you want to come back fully,I'll help with the party.


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dusk

hope the reasurch went well,
hope the storry is working out ok.
dont let anthia rule you...your a free man smiley - smiley well as free as men can be


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Lorelei Ga'fen - Jedi;Lori Pendragon - theif,assassin,& witch - see Brokeback Mountain!4 Baftas!

Especially with our own Anthea holding the reins.

smiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrin


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Dr Anthea - ah who needs to learn things... just google it!

smiley - evilgrin a nice tight rein never did any harm smiley - winkeye


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Lorelei Ga'fen - Jedi;Lori Pendragon - theif,assassin,& witch - see Brokeback Mountain!4 Baftas!

smiley - evilgrinnone that ever came outta your Hallway anyway...


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Dr Anthea - ah who needs to learn things... just google it!

smiley - laugh
now now Lori, thats quite enough of that smiley - winkeye


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dusk

smiley - yikes
smiley - evilgrin that could be a good way to controle them smiley - evilgrin


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Lorelei Ga'fen - Jedi;Lori Pendragon - theif,assassin,& witch - see Brokeback Mountain!4 Baftas!

smiley - evilgrinA tried and true method.smiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrin


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Lorelei Ga'fen - Jedi;Lori Pendragon - theif,assassin,& witch - see Brokeback Mountain!4 Baftas!

smiley - evilgrinA tried and true method.smiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrinsmiley - evilgrin


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Post 20

dusk

isnt it a bit crule, mitnt the rope hurt them


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