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Ermmm wheres the dig at you?

Like i said it was wishful thinking...

Go on Chris wheres the dig at me? never knew i was a dog

Did i mention you?

I think not

I changed my name cause THAT was a dig at you,but then I thought what the hell,just leave it.

No but i know its a personal dig

Well I added a bit to it now.

Hope that clears your confusion.

So are we gonna be civil?

Just leave what?

Yes Zoe,We are going to be civil.
Like this. .........

You go your way,I'll go mine.

Ok Chris just one question...if you really think i was using you...why would i tell you to do what you want and for yourself?

Going that away >>>>>>>>>

So why say it Zoe?

By the way there are two m's in committed.

So why say it Zoe?

By the way there are two m's in committed.

Coz you hurt me

Sorry i'll go change it...thank you.

Right because i first i thought...well he just went and enjoyed his self then i thought watch him have got locked up or something then when i got the text from you...i knew what it was...but didn't want to believe it then when i get the email...i was gutted...but im happy for you now Chris...i told ya you would be better with her she lives nearer you.

Right def going that away >>>>>>>>>>>

You know what Zoe,i find myself sitting here thinking she didnt mean what she said.She said it because she was hurt and because she was trying to hurt me back.Making excuses for you saying the things you said tonight.Why,because I love you so much and no matter what either of us do or say that will never change.But the truth is,there is no excuse for you said tonight,or for what I did on Friday night.
The name I had before about the 7 months being a waste,that isnt true.because I will never regret one moment of the time I spent with you,either in person,online or on the phone.
You were special to me Zoe,everyone knew that.Hopefully you did too.
Yes i screwed up big style on Friday,I held my hands up,I came clean to you about what I had done.Yes it took me four days to tell you.But only because I was dreading hurting you again.Because that was neevr what i wanted to do.But as I said the longer I sit here talking to yo,I want to speak to you on the phone,I want to hold you in my arms again and I want all the words and actions to be wiped out and get back to me and you.But I cant let that happen.Its ok being a fool,but even fools have to know when to quit.And this is my time to quit.
I aint gonna hurt anymore.
I aint gonna hurt you anymore.
There is no need for me to contact you again after this so in closing I ask you not to hate me and try and remember our good times.Yes there were some.And try to be happy Zoe.Find the person who will do that,and keep hold of him.And dont let anyone hurt you as i have.
Take care of yourself and the little one Zoe.And no matter what always remember that I loved you more than anyone ever will again.
Its just a shame the lasting impression I have of you at the minute are the texts you sent tonight.Butr in time they will go away as i remember the person you made me.And the happiness you brought into my life.

This is goodbye Zoe.
Not because I want to,but because I have to.
I'm sorry for everything.I really am.
And although the dream is over,the love still goes on.
Always babe.Always.

Chris.

You know what Chris...thank you...and no i never used you...ive never used anyone in my life Chris and never would...i know how much it hurts...im glad ive given you something and i hope you do treasure it coz everything was real...and thank you for coming clean about it...hope you and Katie get on well babes...you deserve it...thing is Chris when i get hurt or mad my head takes over my heart...many of my family can vouch for that...so yes i am sorry for doing that...i don't hate you...you know i never could...and i miss you more all the time Chris...was looking forward to this weekend...meant been with you again...but you look after the dwarf and M and make sure they are happy...and one thing Chris...if you ever think about me anytime in then distant furture and wanna get in touch...i'll be here...and yes Chris i do you love...and always will...take babes and stop doing things for other people and think about yurself ya hear.

Zoe xx

oh yeah can you do me a favour yikes the post you put on my space please...already tried it once and it won't work...thats if ya not mind.

one more thing i do believe you love me or you wouldnt go to this much trouble just to leave on a good note