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Oh well thanks a bunch you w**kers.
Posted Nov 8, 2003
There some idiot 6th former who went to class 8A and asked them who the weirdos that no one really likes were, and basically everyone said me. They said I look real weird with straggly sludge brown hair, a bright red nose, bad acne, puffy eyes, sticky out ears and walk like a penguin! God they are such f**king w**kers! I just don't get what people have against me. They hate me. I hate 8A. They get all the good teachers for lessons when we get the total sh*te ones and loads of people in that class hate me just because I'm me. School totally sucks. If only people understood how bloody miserable I am in that place! God, the world is so evil. Jo said it was only Abby and Ryan but SHE was saying horrible things about me too! She thinks she's my friend but she's not! She's just really irritating the way she laughs all the time and tries to be funny but is just a total saddo. Oh well. I'm gonna go put some eye shadow on now.
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hmm, wonder how long I can make this...
Posted Nov 6, 2003
Well anyway, after being so happy I'm getting depressed again 
. No one seems to be emailing me except Zara and some random person called Nishma . I remember in the summer I used to get like 50 emails a day. Seriously! Frog came on here, got my email address and gave it to a load of other people and I have LOADS of contacts now. But what's the point in having contacts if they don't email you. I sent Stephen and Sean that photo last FRIDAY and they still haven't replied ! Dunno why. Maybe Sean's shallow cos I look totally minging in that photo even though a couple of people don't think so I do but Stephen goes for personality instead of looks so I dunno why he's not talking to me. Maybe he fancies me... lol, as if! He's really gorgeous and I look crap. But anyway I'll stop talking about Stephen.
OK, also, my dog's getting REAL old now! His back's totally hunched, he looks gross and smells horrible and he's having trouble walking. I don't think he'll live much longer 
. I DON'T WANT HIM TO DIE 
!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's been around all my life and I can't imagine life without him. And we're not even gonna have another dog after Spud cos my dad won't allow it! The world is so cursed!
I'll stop moaning now. Just had to get that out my system. No one at school would sypathise. Well, a few might but then LOADS of people would crowd around me and ask what's wrong and that ALWAYS makes it worse cos you don't want everyone to know what's wrong, only your mates and when random people come up and ask what's wrong and theres about 10 people crowding round me it's total s***e. Oh yeah, and people seem to be ignoring me. No replies since yesterday . The world is so evil...
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Seeyaz
Posted Oct 30, 2003
I'm going to my mate Prue's house tomorrow and staying until Saturday evening so I won't be on. I might come on tomorrow but I don't know. I might be doing my final packing in the morning and I'll probably be doing my homework at break lunch and tea so probably won't get to the computers, even if people threaten to slap me if I don't show them an email. I'm not showing it to them, they'll take the p*$$ cos they're like that. They're evil. Anyway, the school computers are really funky. They've got new flat screens and have sound. It's so cool! I noticed when I went in there at break to show Prue, Livy and Emily something. OK, my dad's like gone to sleep. He's watching The Bill. How boring can you get. Theres an ad advertising some crap music now. Oh good it's finished. Oh no, a crap B&Q ad. They're so stupid. I'm ahead of myself. I've done my French and Science homework that was set for the weekend. I'm really surprised at myself. I NEVER do homework early! For Geog we've got to write a poem. I mean, a POEM!!!!!! It's not a bloody English lesson for gods sake! Geography teachers are evil. Stupid Ms Lasagne. Lunch was minging today. They ran out of chocolate sauce JUST BEFORE I GOT TO IT!!!!! I got there and then they took it away cos Sophia had finished it! That is totally unfair! I hate strawberry sauce! Makes it strawberry ice cream. Gross. Everyone on my table was saying how crap ATR were even though they've never heard any of their music. I said they were German and Annie started singing this really crap random thing in a German accent. ATR don't sing. Stupid people (the people on my table, not ATR!). TEa was good though. Chocolate rice crispy cakes with really dark chocolate. Izzy got chocolate all round her mouth and in her brace. When we'd eaten we went back to the classroom and Vicky, Charlie, Chantal and Tar all sat in the bin and it was really funny cos they looked so weird with their legs up and all that. Alex was being weird, being nice to me then saying something nasty then giving me a hug. Strange girl. Then it was RE which was really boring, then I went home and here I am now. Man this is long! Anyway, the main point of this message is that this'll probably be the last time I'm on till Saturday, so bye xXx
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weird dream...
Posted Oct 20, 2003
Last night I dreamt I was in this weird play, then for some reason I was outside and I was walking along and there were a load of people clustered around something, so I went over there and it was David Blaine in his box but he was in Bristol which was strange. But then for some strange reason Elijah Wood was in there in stead of David, totally dead, but he was waving at people. Then he wasn't in a box, but in a huge hole in the ground. That was really weird. Then I went home and Alasdair was there but he had black hair and I didn't see his face at all in the dream and we just went around loads of different rooms snogging. It was really weird. I dunno what's happening to my brain. I'm having all these weird visions and really vivid dreams all the time. Maybe I should go see a shrink
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yesterday
Posted Oct 20, 2003
was cool. We arrived totally late at Newbury but it didn't matter cos we weren't the last. Well we were but whatever. Anyway, first there was this boring meeting talking about this thing called Edge, but that finished (the longest 15 minutes of my life) finally and then we looked around some of the stands and Martine McCutcheon was at one of them so I got her autograph then we looked around some more and I got Joan Bakewell and Jeremy Bowen's autographs, then it was lunch which was minging but I made a friend there, then it was speeches which were soooooooooooooooo boring! But then it was the raffle and I won twice! I got a leather bound Lemony Snicket book (worth £100!!!!!!!!!!!!) and a signed copy of Inkheart. We then went to Oxford and I saw my brother and had a look round his new house (his kitchen stinks, he thinks something's died down there but he can't get it out), then we went to a pub, then Brown's which was yum. I love Browns chips. I prefer thin ones to thick ones. Anyway, after we ate, we had to go home. It was great seeing Joe. Haven't seen him in aaaaaaaaaaaages! But I lost my hairbrush yesterday. I thought I put it in my bag but I looked in there and it wasn't there. Oh well. I can get another one. BUt I don't like using my other ones. One of them is totally old and falling apart but my mum'll kill me if I throw it away cos she says its still perfectly usable. PERFAECTLY USABLE????????????????????? It's falling apart!!!!!!!!! I'll shut up now. I've gone random again and made this waaaaaaaaaaay too long!
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