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oh my

it sure is embarassing reading my old journal entries

i was such a poser wannabe back then.

anyways, i hath new pics!
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so an update on life.. i am no longer a faggy whiny emo g0ff. i dont whine about pointless things or about how crap life is. i like my life now, i'm perfectly happy with it. i have lots of *real* friends and a bf that doesnt live across the sea.

anyways, i'm now in year 10.. the important year. Surprised at how small the workload is, I thought i'd be piled under work but I've got it all under control. School's much better now, I actually enjoy it :O though maths and english are complete snooze fests.. *will get english teacher sacked somehow...* I'm really enjoying GCSE drama. There's only 8 of us doing it, and i like it that way. We're doing our first devised piece at the mo, it's on gangs. Mine and Ryan's piece is slightly odd.. Al Capone and Velma Kelly come into the modern day goths v chavs thing, and theres lots of blood and music and its all really abstract. yay

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Latest reply: Oct 20, 2005

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

today was fuuuun

well, some of it was.

I did my hair like Brian Welch's (Head from Korn for those who are less educated..) used to be!!!
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only took me 20 minutes. I'm pleased with it.

But yeah I went very HYPER and pissed off a lot of chavs. Was fun. I made an exibition of myself on several occasions, and I couldnt care less. Its fun, I should let myself go more often. Some weird men were having a meeting in the computer room and I didnt realise and I was moshing down the corridor singing Korn loudly and Jo collapsed on the floor in a fit of giggles and told me that all the men had seen me. May not sound funny but it was funny at the time.

I wont tell you the other examples of me making an exhibition of myself becauuse you'll think i'm IMMmature. which i am. its fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. yay.

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Latest reply: Mar 11, 2005

the dream is dead.

boat cancelled. drove all the way to weymouth for nothing. feel numb inside. have been crying non stop since the dude said the boat was cancelled. meh. this sucks.

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Latest reply: Feb 13, 2005

heyyyyyyyyy

man i havent made one of these for aages. how has everyone been? i've been OK. Got looads of CDs. Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses and October Rust, NIN - The Downward Spiral, Korn - Issues and Untouchables and s/t, Napalm Death - Scum, Murderdolls - Beyond the Valley of the Murderdolls, Marilyn Manson - Holy Wood, Mudvayne - Kill I Oughta and LD50, Pornorphans (cant remember the title) and probably some other stuff but I have a mind blank.

Anyways, how was everyone's christmas? bit late i know but muh.. mine was cool. i got some cool stuff. didnt see ben though smiley - sadface but i should be seeing him this half term. I really hope I can. I miss him so much, I havent seen him since October smiley - sadface but it was an awesome couple of days when he came over. the best 2 days of my life. seriously.

got kinda pissed off yesterday cos theres this dude there called David who i think is cool and I want to be his friend, but all my friends think i fancy him, so they went up to him and told him that I fancy him, so now he thinks that I do which sucks cos i just want to be his friend. ok so he IS very good looking, but i have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend. and theres this other chick who I want to be friends with, she seems like a really nice person and i love the way she dresses. she's also really hot.

anyways, I wont write any more cos I have a habit for making excessively long journal entries. hope life is going well for everyone.

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Latest reply: Jan 23, 2005

lalala...

yes well once again i'm in the mood to make a very long pointless journal entry rambling about my pathetic life. OK well i went back to school on wednesday. Feels like I've been back about 3 weeks already. I hate year 9. Its so stressful. We have to stay until 5.30 every day AND go to school on a saturday morning to do homework. WHAT IS THE POINT IN THAT???????? Jesus! Still, I'm excused from saturday mornings cos i do orchestra. starts next week. woo.

last night i was looking at pics of vampires. I dont know why. Just felt like it. Anyways i stumbled across a really sexy picture. i dont know if i should put the link or not. its kinda pornographic, see. I dont think i'll put the link.. just type in vampires on google and its on the 2nd page quite near the bottom. Yah.. Anyways it is uber sexy. Have shown it to quite a lot of my male friends and all the ones who are into that sort of stuff found it arousing. One dude found it quite arrousing but really scary. I personally dont see whats scary about vampires. Vampires are soo sexy!! Haha.. I wish my teeth were more pointed.. Mneh.

Well I've been doing more socialising this holiday. Last friday (not 2 days ago, the friday before then) i went into town with one of my friends, got a poster and a Slipknot t shirt. Yay. Then went into town with 2 of my friends on Monday, hung around for a bit. Simon got yelled at for running into a flock of pidgeons. Hehe. Then we went to see the Terminal which was pretty good, then met up with someone else and hung out, then met up with Simon's brother. I got a KoRn poster. Pa took some photos, i'll post links to them when shes scanned them maybe.. just depends how they've come out. But yeah, its nice to socialise. Woo.

Urm.. i had to remove my nail varnish. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!! Yeah. My nails look crap natural coloured. THEY NEED TO BE BLACK, DAMMIT!! Haha. THey just look all wrong. Mehhh.

Aw man i cant wait for half term. 6 weeks.. MEH. I dont want to have to wait 6 weeks to see Ben again. its TOO LONG. Mehhhhhhhh. I miss him so much. Long distance sucks. I live so far away from my 2 fave people ever. Ben lives in Guernsey, Capper lives in Wirral. Sucks. I wish i lived near both of them. Capper's like my best friend ever. And i've never met him before. Sucks. Anyways this subject is depressing me so i'll talk about something else..

I have lots more CDs.. Yay. Since i got Sehnsucht i have got Manson - Antichrist Superstar, Rage Against the Machine (self titled), KoRn - Take a Look in the Mirror, Cradle of Filth - Cruelty and the Beast (+ limited edition bonus CD) and Metallica - Ride the Lightning. Probably some more but i cant remember when i got my CDs. I got so many this holiday.

Urmm

Well i cant think of anything else to write

so i will post this now.

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Latest reply: Sep 12, 2004


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