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SEHNSUCHT!!!!!!!!!
Posted Aug 18, 2004
Ja i know you're probably fed up if me raving about this but so what, i love this album. For those of you who dont know, it arrived this morning. Was amazed at how quickly it arrived. Anyways, mum passed it over saying it arrived this morning, I was soooo happy. So ran upstairs to get my discman, put it on, first notes came through, was totally blown away. Flake Lorenz's keyboards just complete this album. I think this is definitely Rammstein's best album. Everyone says that Mutter is the best album but I say Sehnsucht. Mutter is amazing, but Sehnsucht is 10 times better. I cant believe its taken me so long to get it. But yeah, this album has made me love Rammstein more than any other band (yes, even Nothingface!!). The overall sound is just pure amazing. I havent heard an album this good since.. I dunno!! Yes, Slipknot, Nothingface, System of a Down, KoRn, Metallica and Disturbed are all amazing, but Rammstein just have the edge. Aww man I love Rammstein.
Anyways, moving away from Rammstein (sob!), had an amazing day on Sunday. Went to Guernsey to visit my friend Ben, who turned out to be way more than a friend. Hehe. OKies so he's a lil bit shorter than me, so what?! He's 13 too, will have his growth spurt soon.(ooh this is a good song. Gah Rammstein again. WHY CANT I BE QUIET ABOUT THESE DUDES FOR 1 MINUTE??? Heh..) Anyways yeah, all you need to know is that it was a wicked day and stuff happened. Nuff said.
Anyways I'm gonna carry on raving about Rammstein if I dont stop typing, and bore you all with my Rammsteinness. I LOVE RAMMSEIN!!!!!! 
If you dont like Rammstein you are a very warped person indeed...
Anyways seeya dudes
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Latest reply: Aug 18, 2004
numb
Posted Aug 7, 2004
life sucks. love sucks. this sucks. why the f**k did he do this. by text as well. didnt even phone me. I HATE THIS
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Latest reply: Aug 7, 2004
fwah randomness
Posted Jul 28, 2004
just felt like making a random journal entry just to vent out my feelings about stuff and just saying random stuff that doesnt have anything to do with whatever. OK i dyed some of my clothes black the other day. They've come out pretty well. Yay. Shame these jeans aren't baggier. They're bootleg cut *shudders*. I really need some more money. Spent £58 on CDs. All metal. Yay. System of a Down - System of a Down, Toxicity, Steal this Album, Nothingface - Skeletons, Mudvayne - The End of All Things to Come and Slipknot - Vol 3 The Subliminal Verses. I may have already said that. I dont know.
I was so stupid last night. Turned TV on UKTV Documentary cos there was a program called Marilyn on Marilyn. Me, being my stupid self, thought it was Marilyn Manson. Turned out it was Monroe. Even though it was obviously gonna be monroe. Gah.
Back on the subject of money, theres loads of stuff i need to buy right now. baggy jeans (preferably black so i dont have to dye them), Rammstein hoodieSystem of a Down t shirt, Mudvayne hoodie, Rammstein t shirt, Slipknot t shirt, Manson hoodie, a new school bag (but its gonna be one of those nice shoulder bags that are hard to describe. Theyre those ones that are hard to find in chain stores, you have to go to markets and stuff to buy them. cant describe the appearance very well), one of those black things with spikes that go round your wrist and some more chains. Oh yeah and i need some more CDs. I want Slipknot - Iowa and Mate.Feed.Kill.Repeat., Rammstein - Sehnsucht, Manson - Antichrist Superstar and all the other Nothingface CDs and the list just goes on. Man I'm gonna have to do so much work this hol to make enough money for that lot. Gah.
Going to a party on Sunday. Yay. Havent been invited to a party for over a year. Wow what an amazing social life i have. Fwah. Its not really gonna be a v good party, its like the least popular girl in the year, but hey, its a party and i get to bring the music (she has very few CDs and she likes the stuff I'm into so asked me to bring some of my CDs with me) so I'm gonna go. Dunno if i should wear the lipstick though. Its this really dark red, almost black. You know, like Manson's lipstick. Its wicked. But I dunno if I'll be allowed. I could always take it with me and put it on when i get there. I also need to think carefully about what CDs to take as the majority of my good ones have loads of swearing in and her parents dont like sweary CDs. Might take the Subliminal Verses cos that has barely any swearing in and maybe Toxicity and probably DJ Scud and Monkey Steak and Rammstein. Dont think I'll take Aphex Twin as he's a pretty aquired taste...
Ooh on the subject of Aphex Twin, has anyone seen his video for Come To Daddy? I've seen bits of it, it looks wicked. I looked it up in windows media guide but it wont let me play it. does anyone have a link (not Yahoo music launch) to it?
Man i was just going to the garage to get some chocolate yesterday, there was this townie sitting on a wall. I wasn't doing anything, just walking and she jjust looked me up and down, eyed my chains and threw me such a dirty look. Well thats townies for ya. And as i was going into the garage there was this other townie who must've been her friend who just pushed past me through the door. Man they're so rude. I hate townies so much.
Man I have 4 MSN conversations open, no ones talking. This sucks. My best contact has just gone offline and everyone else doesnt want to talk to me. Pah. Still, at least I'll be seeing him in a week and a bit. Going to channel islands. Yay. He's probably my best online friend. We're just friends though. Sometimes we flirt a bit but nothing comes from it. He's cool. He shares my love of coffee. Yay. Michael doesnt even know if he likes cofee or not. Hes never had it before. Hope he does like it, or at least doesnt hate it. Aw man we were both so depressed last night. It sucks. He lives like 300 miles away from me. Man i can never fall in love with dudes who live near me, and when I do they have a girlfriend, and then when he wantss to go out with me i have another bf who lives really far away. it sucks. i'm cursed.
well i've bored you enough with my incessant typing and stupidly long journal entries. I'll shut up now and go and listen to some loud Slipknot. Slipknot are excellent at making me feel better. 'WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF THIS????????????????' exceelent lyric that. Or I might listen to some ATR or EC8OR. LIstened to them the other day, realised how good they are. Cant believe i went off them for a bit. They're so cool. Think I'll draw another strange warped picture too. I've stuck all of them on my door. yesterday i drew one of this vampire. its cool. vampires are so sexy. wish i could make my teeth grow a bit longer. One of the cooks at school has vampire teeth. Lucky. Vampire teeth rock. OK I've just found some congealed blood under my nail. Lovely. I need to sort my nails out again. The blackness is chipping majorly and they're way too long. Wargh. I thought I said I'd shut up. I will now. I bet no ones read this cos its so f**king long. Me and my rants. Bye
And in the words of EC8OR:
Crush your enemies, set them on fire and watch them SUFFER!!!!! 
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Latest reply: Jul 28, 2004
uhm....
Posted Jul 10, 2004
no one seems to be talking to me... um... yeah well... er... gah
*bangs head on desk*
I am currently very jealous of the kittens at the moment. OK they're kinda doing some sort of lesbian incest which is very cute. I'm not jealous about the lesbian incest thing... its what they're doing. so sweet. *sigh* wish i could do that with someone... uhm... nevermind... yeah... hope he can come down, he just has to make the money first... *sigh* i really hope he can. Man why am i always attracted to dudes who live really far away from me? This isnt fair 
. Maybe its the accents... Heh I'm actually finding a slight Liverpudlain accent sexy. Well his voice is sexy. Heh. Uhm... He said he'd call me this morning but he hasn't. Oh well. he only has like 10p credit. His computer's been taken away from him. They have to fix the CD drive. But he said he's probably gonna have it back today. Yay. Aww these kittens love each other so much. Sweet.
Gah. I'm cold. I'm listening to Marilyn Manson - The Death Song at the moment. Gooood song. Uhm... Gonna see Shrek 2 today . Yay. Man its so cool having a cinema just round the corner.
Man so many people online MSN and only a few are worth talking to. I don't know what mood I'm in at the moment. Kinda depressed cos we got broken into last night... Long story I'm not gonna go into the details. Man I don't like this mood. Gah. Maybe its got something to do with the fact I'm only wearing one item of black clothing today... Jeans, bright blue top, black shirt over that. Black strap top is in the wash, too cold for halterneck and anyways i cant be bothered to use depilitory cream, too cold for black t shirt and the sleeves on that are so short it kinda shows under my arms, other black top too hot for this weather. Man I need more black stuff. I would be wearing my majorly baggy black trousers but I've been wearing those too much lately... gah I think i might go change into a black top just cos it'll make me feel better. Man i so need to get that black dye soon.
Oh yeah went into boots yesterday looking for black hair dye that washes out. There was non permanent hair dye in pretty much every natural colour other than black. The only black was permanent, hair spray or hair gel. Man I want black hair. Is that too much to ask. AAAAARGH sometimes i feel like the world is against me. I got some bronzer free with a mag yesterday. What do they expect me to do with that?? The whole world seems to be obsessed with looking tanned and blonde these days and wearing bright colours. Gross. Fasion seems to be so important to so many people. Why?? So many people are clones. Blonde hair, tanned, wearing stuff that's in fasion. Man I hate the current fasion. So much colour. Colour is evil... It's always thrown in my face. I mean I dont totally object to fasion, but its just so many people are obsessed with it and basically all teen mags are too. They dedicate like half the magazine to fasion. But I'm not gonna stop buying them. Some of the articles are good. Its just they all say you HAVE to wear whatever to be cool. And have you noticed how all teen mags are obsessed with RnB and stuff like that, but they never mention metal bands. I mean Sneak gave Muse - Sing For Absolution 3 stars and all they said was 'Muse can't be this intense all the time.. Can they??'. Sorry but that song is amazing. And I bet when Rammstein - Mein Teil comes out they aren't gonna mention that at all. Man.
Sorry about the rant, I just had to get that off my chest. I feel better now. Sort of.
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Latest reply: Jul 10, 2004
kittens :D:D:D
Posted Jul 8, 2004
got some today, they are the most gorgeous things ever!!!! They're about 9 weeks old and are both female and black with very slight tortoiseshell markings. They're sitting under the table mauling each other at the moment. They're so sweet 
. They were sitting on my knee a moment ago but then Cleo got fed up of Mowzer licking and mauling her and jumped off my knee and Mowzer doesnt like being away from Cleo so she jumped off my knee and joined her. So now they're back under the table. I wanted to call them Hash and Spunk but parents didn't like those names (understandably as one is another name for marijuana and the other is sperm...) and they wanted them to be bookish names as we live in a bookshop. They thought of Mowzer and Mog and I refused to have a cat called Mog cos that is so bloody boring so decided on Cleo as in Cleopatra (pronounced clay-oh not clee-oh). Pretty hard to tell them apart unless you look at them closely. Cleo's got sort of tufty bits of fluff on top of her ears and they have slightly different faces. Meh they're still under the table. They seem to like it there... Meh i want to play with them but they just want to sleep and maul eachother . Just picked them up, am cuddling them now. They're so cuddly. I love them
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