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Post 21

cinnamon_spider

I just listen now, but I used to play clarinet. And piano but really not that well.
How long ago did it happen?


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Post 22

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

the last time i saw him was just over 3 years ago. he attacked me the 1st time when i wa 13, then hurt me alot over the years and attacked me again when i was 15. now nearly 18

how far did you get with the piano and clarinet then?


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Post 23

cinnamon_spider

Piano I didn't take lessons but I could play to about grade 3 standard. smiley - blush But clarinet was grade 5, that's more respectable.

How are you now?


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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

I did my grade 8 2yr ago and im doing my diploma level now. 5 is really good. Imagine how far you'd be if you still played!!!!

Im ok sort of now. The old stuff is mostly sorted, but ive been cryin alot this week for the child.


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Post 25

cinnamon_spider

Thank you! smiley - biggrin
poor you. smiley - hug Is there anyone you can talk to about it? Often it gives a sense of closure.


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Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

aye, well i have a shrink... and ive been on and off anti-dz for years. Not sure there's much more to be done. Anyway, tell me something about u!


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Post 27

cinnamon_spider

Ho hum. OK, random facts...
- I hate raw smiley - tomatos
- I'm very fond of cats
- I have strangely diverse musical taste which covers such things as Jack off Jill, Turin Brakes and Rachmaninov
- I'm going to go and see The Matrix Revolutions at the weekend! Although one of my friends told me what happens... Mind you I asked him so I can't exactly complain!


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Post 28

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

And the colour of ur duvet is????

I love cats! I used to be one (i hope) in a previous life. Seriously, anything cat like, im there... hence the screen name really. lol.

wooo! Ok - hoopy things bout me are....
# i used to be a wytche. But i lost my faith this summer after the termination and so i dont do it anymore.
#its speech day today
#i have 3 different types of depression... wooo!
#hummm i hate goosberries


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Post 29

cinnamon_spider

Ah, cats are the best. smiley - catsmiley - catsmiley - cat I have one but Ellie has five, making me look bad. smiley - laugh However all hers are rather dysfunctional...
Good luck with speech day, how is it at your school? As boring as mine? (To give you an idea: watching paint dry is filled with delight and fascination compared with speech day) Win anything?

In answer to your first question: orange, with rather pretentious pagoda patterns. smiley - laugh


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Post 30

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

I have one cat and myself. lol.

Speech day is boring as f*ck, but it was my last one as a member of the school. Next year im going as Arthur Dent to pick up my awards. lol.

WOW! love the duvet. You must be the only interesting answer i get to that - most peps say blue/white normal things. Ask me something!


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Post 31

cinnamon_spider

Ummmm... Have you seen The Matrix Revolutions?


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Post 32

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

nome... no one to go with... smiley - cry


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Post 33

cinnamon_spider

Awwww...
but once you find someone to go with, it's great!


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Post 34

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

this is me, likely to be alone forever and ever amen!


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Post 35

cinnamon_spider

Not necessarily! The person for you will most likely be the least likely. If that makes any sense. I know it sounds like a cheesy romantic comedy but I'm speaking from experience...


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Post 36

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

well, the least likely person for me is not someone i know, seeing as i am serious when i say EVERY single person i know is with someone. me assume u mean Ellie?


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Post 37

cinnamon_spider

Yuh. smiley - loveblush
I read your journal thingy, what happened? Feel free to rant, there's nothing wrong with it, honestly.


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Post 38

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

What heppened. It was a really bad day. It was 5 months to the day since the abortion and i felt all shitty and everything fell apart... sorry. im abit better now, though i have school on my case for being depressed and missing an orchestra rehearsal. The music teacher thinks i should be taking time off, but if i do that i have to think about it all, and i'll get behind, when really all i want is to stay up to date and busy. Besides, if im still upset 5 months after it all, i might never come abck to work and i diont want a dead end job... i want to go to uni.

sorry... i never asked, which bonny bit of the country are you from?


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Post 39

cinnamon_spider

It's hard to judge whether you need time to think about stuff I guess. Personally I think it's probably better to keep busy, that way when you achieve stuff it'll hopefully make you feel better. Heck, that's probably just one of my odd theories.
Try not to worry about work, you can always get extra help if you're having problems. and you'll most likely get to uni if you're determined to. Ach, now i sound like a cheesy talkshow host! smiley - sorry

I live in Devon, but used to live in London (till I was 8). How about you?


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Post 40

Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs

Busy busy busy! Me - i live in yorkshire, near Leeds, but i used to live in Tonbridge... ah well... boing!


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