h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

difficult to start with
'Insanity is a gradual process do not rush it' Ford after jumping in and out his glass of gin
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This is my Journal: Why I left this site, why I ruined my own life or rather why I gave up.

This site gave me the feeling of home, like nowhere else.
In a way I could not stand that, I felt (feel) like I am here (be it annoying, talkative, whatever) just valued for what and

who I am, not so in real life.
Real life feels like I am just a piece of furniture, beeing used, tossed aside if abstructing, ignored at best.

'You can not even eat the out of the bag!' as I go getting a bowl to drop the crunched last remains of the into.
Far from constructive comment, just me creating an Ad Hoc solution for something silly and annoying.
I really feel beeing a Boops as in Sly & Robbie - 'Boops (Here to go)' {This song seems to be in 'Jamaican Patois' and a
Patois Boop is not what I hear a Boops is in the song}


On here I get a hug for beeing a sockpuppet, the 'respect' I deserve for trying to defy a problem.

I just did not show up for w*rk from a certain moment on, it was a great job, good friendly respectfull colleagues, anything

perfect, smooth and fine, however I got more and more reluctant getting 'home' afterwards.

Lots of things have happened, Redfishy had a cerebral haemorrhage (Berry Aneurysm, sub-arachnoid haemorrhage) , both
kids have ed.

I see a psychotherapist every few days, he says I am behaving perfectly good as the I am, be it a little autistic (not
any surprise on that diagnose).

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This is me, this is not me as I want myself to be, I am the way I am, deal with it.
(Trillian reporting 'we have normality, deal with it'.)

More boring aspects for leaving were the drag the BBC systems created on my computers, a little overpowered by trying to keep
everything running smoothly (Job, housework, attending the kids)

NB the Beep is still informed about any page you view in brunel.

Traveller in Time still not happy with or whithout HooToo

)^(

"I am the way I am, deal with it"
so. correct.

took me a while to get that one in my head.... now I have.... the world can just do what it wants with it.... - its out there, and then a SEP! and we.... I missed you when not here - arn't we all a bit autistic in some ways? normality is so overrated... trust me, I had a brush with it... and just rejected it outright hootoo is home... even if... not the same as once it was, perhaps

Cool old Guy completely distracted by the birds
"Well it took me days to formulate, Pliny seconds to gibber up the line breaks.

Anyway

And HooToo not beeing the same, well it has not been 'the same' ever, for more then a day.

It looks as if those little birds shift position each time I look down to type.

(On posting here you see three Albatrosses and a load of s tiny on the sides and large in the center. "

You do?! how odd... I get purple dancing badgers.... though they're.... sort of everywhere thesedays

Cool old Guy scrolling far enough down to not see the birds
"Well about dancing










They do dance now giving them purple hair and making them ask your gender? "

Cool old Guy listening Balkan Beat Box - Pachima
"It is on the radio, somewhere . . ."

is so my life now good job I'm kinda keen on really... I do touch base with reality occoasionally.... but useually just not necessarily in a very sensible way

Traveller in Time on his birthday hat
"< F68120?thread=277473 > still remember as if it was yesterday
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Cool old Guy also in party gear
"Seems I can find nearly anything on this site.

Still searching for 'Reliable external sources' for the community aspect of the site, however also internal evidence seems scarce these days. Well as we use to say


The latter was textonly present at my early parties though not as bright and sparkly as these days. "

How about sneaking out? it seems we are the only one except for 2legs. Well with them at a party it is a crowd

Cool old Guy running circles
"Is there a way out? never found it. "

Traveller in Time party hat keeps sliding to one side
"Took 10 3 4 then 2 hours to drop off the t<./>info</.>il and very curious what Pliny will do with that link "

Cool old Guy still slowly working on the Burning man Entry
"Seems to stay a quiet day "

Traveller in Time with a sick bird (red back parakeet)
"She has been ill since saturday, after taking a bath she was lying on the bottom of the cage. Still breathing but silent.

She still does not like hands, but accepts me setting her on her feet and giving her some water with a syringe. Cleaned her sunday as while laying on her back her tail will get dirty. Still responsive still laying on the bottom, now on a piece of cloth, actually hiding under a corner of the cloth as if she is afraid of the light.

Glad her mate still feeds her (as if she is breeding) he does that for more then two years now . "

Sadly I have to inform, is locked in Pliny
Get an Error on any other skin.
Can not post a Journal. Redirected to Oops.
Can not post anything. Redirected to Oops.

Effectively banned.

Have you tried accessing one of the Ripley skins from 'settings'?

Cool old Guy on his head
"Thanks for the suggestion to help, it is a technical defect beyond my control.
Also thanks for writing your trust in me in the announcement (check your message space).

As long as I am not invited as Technical Volunteer it is legally beyond my scope to disassamble any of the underlying code. The best I can do is watching what happens.

I am technically an Ex-Guru and even after less then 42 days back on the site I think I comprehend most of it.

Currently the bit for pre moderation is set on the account and while posting already was difficult (often Oops and Errors) now it is completely impossible. (I tried for more then two hours to get anything on the site with several browsers and computers used)."

Cool old Guy not allowed near the birds
"Traveller asked me to inform you the little bird is doing better every day. She has been standing on the floor, and even seems to be walking around."

Traveller in Time on his head
"I can post again "

Something that's been worrying me, if I back page using the arrows, it takes me back to the sign in page, and then I have to sign in again before I can post.

In the same circumstances, if I page forward to get off the sign in page, then hit one of buttons to move to the next 20 posts, I'm moved from Brunel to Pliny.