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20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Started conversation Jun 20, 2004
One year on today. Thank you everyone for being so supportive to me even when i was probably going over the top anyway.
To my little girl who never was, happy birthday. I wish I could have done more for you. I never knew how much love I could have for you until after it all. But I do love and I always will.
x
20th June
azahar Posted Jun 20, 2004
You were there with me on my tenth anniversary. I know it's hard.
I also know you will always love her.
az
20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jun 21, 2004
Thats whats been wrong i think. I think i thought i cant have loved her coz of what i did. But i can cant i?
20th June
azahar Posted Jun 21, 2004
Yes, that's why it hurts you so much - because you love her.
az
20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jun 21, 2004
so why did it take me so long to figure that out?
20th June
azahar Posted Jun 21, 2004
I dunno, maybe you were just too confused with feeling guilty. Well, now you *have* figured it out, so that's good.
az
20th June
The Doc Posted Jun 21, 2004
Peace and love to you on this day. I study Native American spirituality, and if it helps at all then they believe that the soul is eternal and does return in another body. She knows you love her.
Take care
20th June
Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Jun 22, 2004
awwww, sweetie, just remember you have a shoulder to cry on if you need it
20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jun 23, 2004
Thanks... I seem to be doing ok at the mo. Getting into my exams and not letting mysekf feel anything til next weeks seems to be helpin.
Doc... thats a lovely thought thank you. I dont believe in God or anything like that though any more. Became an athiest last year when all this happened. Knocked any sense of things like that out of my head. But thank you.
Az... it certainly seems to have helped that small bit of enlightenment.Still want to cry though. But it just doesnt feel stupid or make me guilty anymore...
20th June
Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Jun 23, 2004
20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jun 27, 2004
drowning.... only 2 more exams to go, but im losing my cool... keep drifting into thought and getting down...
20th June
Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jun 27, 2004
I don't know. I just don't know what the good advice is. All I can do is offer a ...
20th June
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Jul 3, 2004
over. and broke down. nuff said. okish now but we'll see. Had problem with coil. Its been taken out. New one in two weeks.
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20th June
- 1: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jun 20, 2004)
- 2: azahar (Jun 20, 2004)
- 3: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jun 20, 2004)
- 4: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jun 21, 2004)
- 5: azahar (Jun 21, 2004)
- 6: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jun 21, 2004)
- 7: azahar (Jun 21, 2004)
- 8: The Doc (Jun 21, 2004)
- 9: cinnamon_spider (Jun 22, 2004)
- 10: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Jun 22, 2004)
- 11: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jun 23, 2004)
- 12: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Jun 23, 2004)
- 13: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jun 27, 2004)
- 14: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Jun 27, 2004)
- 15: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Jul 3, 2004)
- 16: cinnamon_spider (Jul 7, 2004)
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