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I want to cut so much!!!
Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Started conversation Oct 19, 2003
And I'm sure I made Suz want to harm herself too!!! I'm so selfish. I don't deserve her friendship and I will never have her love. I know I don't deserve her but I want her so much... And what of Stephanie? I love her so much too but am I kidding myself to think there could be anything between us? I bring nothing but hurt to those that love me. I'm an evil little boy!
I want to cut so much!!!
Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE) Posted Oct 20, 2003
You are not evil.
And you do deserve friendship.
And I know you don't/won't/can't believe me
I want to cut so much!!!
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Oct 20, 2003
you dont need to harm hun. You're better than that
I want to cut so much!!!
weegie Posted Oct 20, 2003
"'the only person we are responsible for is ourselves. our partners are not responsible for how we feel about ourselves. we are the only ones who make our choices - we are responsible for their consequences'
I agree."
I want to cut so much!!!
Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Oct 20, 2003
you arent evil and everyone deserves someone
I want to cut so much!!!
Midnight Angel (ACE / G~A / GODDESS) Posted Oct 20, 2003
You are no way evil..
What hapened you was quite cheerful yesterday.
I want to cut so much!!!
Jim Pooley Posted Oct 21, 2003
I'm no expert (the voice of experience tells me I've never been pert)
You are not evil, that much is obvious (the Evil don't ever feel guilt, however misplaced - the Evil don't give a fetid dingo's kidney).
You are not a little boy - you are a 21 year old YOUNG MAN - rejoice in that...
Please don't punish yourself for being human
I want to cut so much!!!
Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Oct 22, 2003
I dug a small hole in my arm...
My belief that I'm 'an evil little boy' comes down to things in my childhood that I've talked about on this site before and don't feel like going into now... when I become 'agitated' there's no reasoning with me so I'm sorry for posting that... Not that the belief is not there all the time anyway it's just burried under the "je ne c'est quoi"...
I want to cut so much!!!
Keseral - lost... Posted Oct 22, 2003
fill it in again...
I do NOT mean that... just dont do any thing else.
I want to cut so much!!!
Rachie_D Posted Oct 23, 2003
C ya tomorrow dude.
I'm still going to TCASU, despite the mess my life is at the moment.
I'll cu there!
Rachie
I want to cut so much!!!
2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side... Posted Oct 23, 2003
Stealth Rachie : We all gona meet up again in London for the Crimble meet? 
There are people who care about you Stealth, several well, quite a few on here 
Try to remember that, however difficult you might seem to find it
I want to cut so much!!!
Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Oct 27, 2003
We'll all be at the winter meet so I think we should all meet up
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I want to cut so much!!!
- 1: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Oct 19, 2003)
- 2: Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE) (Oct 20, 2003)
- 3: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Oct 20, 2003)
- 4: weegie (Oct 20, 2003)
- 5: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Oct 20, 2003)
- 6: Midnight Angel (ACE / G~A / GODDESS) (Oct 20, 2003)
- 7: Jim Pooley (Oct 21, 2003)
- 8: Keseral - lost... (Oct 22, 2003)
- 9: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Oct 22, 2003)
- 10: Keseral - lost... (Oct 22, 2003)
- 11: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Oct 22, 2003)
- 12: Rachie_D (Oct 23, 2003)
- 13: 2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side... (Oct 23, 2003)
- 14: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Oct 27, 2003)
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