h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

then live life for you
i know it is difficult to see
there is mist and fog and confusion, and misunderstandings

I so don't want to sound patrinising
but you are young and so full of life and hope and promise
does any of what i've said help or mean anything to you

here you are feeling like a nobody unloved and unwanted but your not,,,,,,,,

I am void of life and hope. I'm sorry.

please dont die,,,,,,,

oh stealthy

is there anything else I can do?
just reach out

Here, Take Hugo if it helps
He helped me
let him help you

hey
talk to me steathly
you got me a bit worried
let me know how you are?

I've calmed down. I still want to die, but I'm not planning a suicide anymore.

Keep Hugo.

no
you need him more
I will always be here for you, you know
just as someone to talk to.......
I have been there, and I know how the demons can be
they aren't your demons, but it does give me some idea of what you are going through

just keep moving
on foot at a time

p.s tripping over is to be expected


Hel2

Please keep Hugo for me...

I don't know where I'm going, I'm scared of moving from this place, it's dark here but in it's way comfortable.

If you feel safe were you are perhaps it is better to stay
get to know the other house people at a slower pace
when you are ready you will know
Hugo will be bouncing for you
sudden moves can be scary
so do the slow and easy

Hel2

Stealth man, you know how I hate not knowing what to say, but there are those who've met you in RL who dont think you're a f*ck-up, or wrong, or anything bad. I dont invite anyone I've met once to come stay at my house, and if I dont like them, I definately dont invite them to stay again in the future. My mates all liked you enough... (if you think you were too quiet you've never met a mate of ours called Paul). Anyway, being quiets better than babbling a load of sh*t constantly like me.

Anyway, as I said, I never know the right thing to say, so basically, we're all here for you.

Thanks Bob.

Hel, I was speaking metaphorically, but yes the moving out thing has been making me feel pressured...

Sorry to have seemed so dismissivce of everyone... when I'm down I can twist anything into something negative...
LoZ
Zoe
Amy
Hati

is
going to bed now
been up for nearly 24hrs
strange not tired anymore, now sun is coming up !

take care
a lotta people are thinking of you

Hel2

yeah and can i just say thanx Uncle Alex for being there when i need t talk and when i was feelin all depressed and ALSO thanx for spelling my name LoZ not Loz heehee cant wait till we meet in the future,,,,,then you can take me to that film like you said you would! heehee

lovin ya darlin

LoZ xxxxx

Kam

Nighty Night Helelou

I've probably asked you before LoZ, are you coming to the SummerMeet on the 28th of June? I could take you the cinny If we went the pre-meet on the 27th...
That or you'll have to wait for me go to Brum. Or the WinterMeet next year! Which ever happens first.

i dunno ill have to check with mother dearest lmao but even tho your like 5years older than moi it feels like were on the same wavelength and you understand me its like your my best mate! heehee omg i sound really pathectic again,,,,,

LoZ XxXxXx

Not pathetic hun...

nah course its not pathetic t feel like some guy is your best mate! lmao @ me



LoZ XxXxx

Wow I'm gone two days..... are you ok hon?? I hadn't heard from you and was getting worried.... just remember there are people that care... even though you don't think that I can care the way I do. E-mail me when you get the chance, ok....