h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

No I haven't forgotten, and by the way, it's not bother. I'm helping out a friend.

Ok, thank you hunni.
I'm gonna lay down and read or try to sleep. Since I'm not going to Cheltenham tomorrow now I will have to get up to go my CBT session. And try and conact Suz about returning of each other's things. i.e. Do I go up on Sunday and try to at least salvage a friendship. Unlikely one would work though because I still love her. And it won't be long before she's found someones else, such as Scott or Marcus.

Okay, go and get some rest, and remember, what's happened has happened and there isn't any changing it.

No there really isn't.

The family is finally gone!! Yayage, as you so greatly put it. *s you with excitement* how are you? That is so cool that Robert Rankin e-mailed you. Massive amounts of awesomeness!

Huzzah for family gone-ness, and much yayage indeed.I'm feeling OK at the moment, maybe a little bit moody but OK. I think venting my spleen at Suz was cathartic. She refuses to acknowledge me. So fu*k her! She always said she was lame and after two years she has finally proved it spectacularly.

Lameness will not do, not for someone like you. *s you again* Sorry I'm just happy lately, the BNL concert is in five days!! Woo Hoo! Joy!

No need to be sorry for being happy.

OMG, the concert was the best. And I have been really lame about getting on and talking to you wonderful people. Aagh, band camp starts next week, it's complete hell because it's supposed to be in the nineties here the whole week. Gah! So yeah, how goes it over the "pond"???

Much yayage then for a great concert.
It's been in the high 80's low 90's here too. Earlier in July we thought the weather was going to skip Summer and go straight into Autumn. That's Global Warming and British climate for you.
I've been having alot of side effects fromm citalopram recently but they are slowly becoming less intense as by body and brain gets used to the drug again after my complete withdrawal from it.
I visited an kinda artist's colony yesterday. It was a very nice place and everybody seemed nice enough except for one rather patronising person, but I don't think she meant to come over that way. It would be nice to do sculpture and pottery there, but no-one really mentioned money and I think that the cost of materials would just be too much of a burden as would traveling to it even though it's not really that far from my mother's. Place dispite people telling me I have a natural talent for art, such as my mum and Suz, I really don't have enough confidence in my abilities. Most of the art there was exceptionally good...

Agh!!! I've been a slag again. First band camp and then work, I've worked thirteen out of the past fourteen days, I don't know if that's entirely legal in the US or not but eh. So the art thing is cool, I've never seen any of your art but if it's as good as your poetry you have some definite talent.... So what have you been up to oh, crafty one...

Agh!!! I've been a slag again, first band camp and then work! I've worked thirteen out of the past fourteen days, I don't know if that's entirely legal me being not eighteen and all, I dunno. So yeah, I've been looking at how much college is going to cost me, somewhere in the $70,000 to $100,000 range, and I'm going to have to pay for it myself. blah. So that's cool about the art thing, if your artwork is anything like your poetry I would dare say that you have talent. So what else have you been up to oh artistic one??

$70,000 to $100,000?!! How many years is that for?

I went to Brentcon1, a Robert Rankin convention... Enjoyed it muchly... had to burn on the Saturday to deal with the old intrusives thoughts, but I did dance, imbibe, talk toot and generaly make merry...

Sarah, from a charity called Workability says if give her some details on the art place that she may be able to find an associated charity that would pay towards the cost of doing art therapy at the colony... We are alos looking into started an academic course in January, as just to fecked up at the moment to start something in September.

How is the gorgeous Steph?

Well that estimate is for all four years. It's quite a bit of money. I'm doing quite well. I was rather worried about you. Brentcon1 is cool. I'm soooo glad you're okay, I was so stressed and wanted to call you and didn't have your current number. Kris had to listen to me worry and that upset him (he doesn't like to see me unhappy). That's cool about the art thing, I hope it goes through for you, art is one of the only things that relaxes me anymore. School starts on Wednesday, oh vast amounts of rejoicing. Ummm, what else, oh my birthday is on Saturday. Big woo hoo, I guess. I know I contiually say it but things will get better, it may not seem like it now, but they are bound to improve.

Still sounds like alot of money to me...
Sorry, for worrying you.
I've two e mail addresses for you, but I don't know if you are still using either, so e mail me and I'll send you all 4 numbers I can be reached at.
I hated school. School sucks.
Happy Birthday hunni!